kylerkumshot

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Joined: November 20, 2010
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I'm Kyler. 
Age 15. 
My life is pretty fucked up. 


I'm absolutely in love with Burger King, hot chocolate, Skillet, Avril Lavigne, snow, rain, macaroni&cheese,  my best friends, my lucky pillow, football, cookies, my cell phone, tumblr, Taco Bell, Avenged Sevenfold, band tees, skinnies, converse, blaring music, acting like a gangster, parties, getting fucked up, && amusement parks.

There has been points in my life where I just want to quit.
But, I can't. 
& I know that. 
So keep your head up. 
But don't fake a smile. 
Everything will be ohkay in the end. 

 
You only get one life; 
Live it to its fullest.


 

Quotes by kylerkumshot

It's been a while witty, but I don't think I'll ever come on again. 
Act on impulse;
Swallow the bottle;
Cut a little deeper;
Put the gun to your chest.

~Ellen Hopkins; "Impulse"~
&& I can no longer look myself in the eyes.
&& I can no longer smile completely.
&& I can no longer look at myself smile.
If I do;
I burst into tears because it's fake.
I can't do anything right. 
I can't please everyone.
If I don't;
Then I'm not pleased.
I'm sorry.

 

So here we go again
The same fight were always in
I don’t care so why pretend
Wake me when your lecture ends

 You tried to make me small
Make me fall and its all your fault
With the pain you put me through
 And now I know that it’s not me it’s you


 

Sorry I'm not good enough for you.
I really am sorry.



 

&& I literally felt my heart sink when I read that. Whatever you do, please don't stop breathing. Please don't drop dead. I need you. I'm gonna pick your world up. I'm going to take you away from there. I'm going to safe you. I swear to you. I'm not waiting until December. You'll see me soon. I promise you.

&& I need you more than ever right now.
I'll never get over what we had.
I'm so sorry.
&& I figured out why that song gets to me.
It's too crazy for me to explain.
Sorry.