Hello. My name's Kylie Shea. I'm 18 and a senior in
high school. I've been with my boyfriend for over a
year and a half. Random things make me smile. If you
wanna know more then go ahead and chat with me. :)
Secret #73
Almost four months
ago, someone at my school killed themselves. I'm still not
sure why, but still today people are posting stuff on his
Facebook wall telling him how much they miss him and need him.
I'm almost jealous because I know I will never have that many
people saying stuff like that to me.
121 million
people worldwide suffer from depression.
18 million of these cases are
happening in the United States.
2/3 of those suffering from
depression never seek treatment.
Often untreated depression and
other strugglers lead to self harm.
Self harm includes but is not
limited to cutting, burning, picking interfering with wound
healing, infecting oneself, punching or hitting self or
objects, inserting objects in to skin, brusing or breaking bones and some forms oh hair
pulling.
Suicide is now among the three
leading causes of death among those aged 15-44.
Suicide attempts are twenty times
more frequent than completed suicides.
Rescue is possible. Hope is real.
To
Write Love On
Her Arms
Baby, you really don't know how much you
mean to me. You've changed
me a lot, but for the better. Before we
started going out, I never really
wanted kids, I didn't even know if I wanted to get married.
But now, I know
that I want both. I couldn't even think about wanting to be
with anyone but
you. You are the first person who has
ever gotten me to completly forget
about anyone that I had ever had the slightest feelings for like
this. I always
think about what the future is going to be like
now. I can't wait
until we
move in together and you get me that bunny that you promised me.
:) I
look forward to being to fall asleep in your
arms every night and to be able
to wake up and see your face every
morning. Just being
able to see you
every single day would be amazing. And then we'll
eventually get married.
I always think about that day, I know it's going to be
perfect. Nothing would
be able to ruin it because it will be the day that I
marry the love of my life.
<3 And then we'll have our kids and
they're going to be adorable. I know
you want them to look like their mother. I
can't wait to watch them take their
first steps and hear them say their first
words. I hope our
boy ends up like
his father. Funny, sweet,
amazing in everyway. I want to watch
our kids
play
out
in
the yard with
our
puppies.
I just can't wait for
all our dreams to become reality.
Baby, I love you so much. I really do, I
need you. You mean more to
me than anyone ever has, ever. I'm sorry I hurt you
though. I know
it hurts you because I can't talk about the things that
make me upset
with you. I can't because you make everything bad go
away. When I
see you nothing else matters. I just want to be with
you all the time,
because you are the only thing that
can make me happy no matter
what. Just looking at you makes me feel a million times better.
I love
it when we just lay there and you play with my
hair and push it out
of my face and look me in the eyes and sing to
me. Or when we just
talk about the future and everything
else. Its the best feeling in
the
world. I can't wait untill we get
older and live together and have our
kids and pets that we want both
want. It almost scares me to
think
how close that really could be, but its
worth it if I get to be with you.
Nothing else matters as long as you're right there next to
me. You
make me feel so loved and like I'm really needed
here in this crazy
world. You're my everything, I love you so
much. I don't know what
I
would
do
with
out
you.