lalalexiiiixo

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I want to be happy again. I'm far from perfect, i pretend that everything is okay,
but in reality, 95% of the time it's not okay. It's amazing how make-up and fake
smiles can cover up so much. I'm obsessed with quotes, photography and
music. When people get to know the r.e.a.l. me, they're not disapointed.
Softball is my passion, i'm a pitcher. ;-*
I'm not the same girl i used to be, i admit alot of stuff got to me.

 

& The show goes on♥

Quotes by lalalexiiiixo

Cancer took away my 6 year old cousin's life
  exactly one month and 5 days from today
I miss him so much, but last night he was in
  my dream... He was singing a song.......
He was the bravest little soul, iloveyou MJM*
 

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"God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be so he put his arms around you
and whispered, "Come to Me" With tearful eyes we watched you and saw you pass
away and although we love you dearly we could not make you stay. A Golden heart
stopped beating hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us 
                               He only takes the best" 
Rest In Peace Mikey . I love you so much, Forever in my heart.

                                  3/8/05 - 6/13/11
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                           My 5 year old cousin got diagnosed with cancer last year
                    he relapsed in September after 6 months of chemo and radiation
              now he's been undergoing chemo and radiation again, they just recently
       found another spot on his bladder, they don't know what it is yet, but it's possible
  he could have another tumor. He holds his head up like nothing is wrong and smiles 24/7
He is what gives me hope . STANDing Strong <3
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The pain is just getting so strong to bare.
Someone help me.
What can i do try and be happy again?:/

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You know what?
I'm not dumb, stupid or any of the names anybody
calls me and for the people who do, does it make
you feel good about yourself? Honestly, do you really
have to pick on people just to make you feel good
about yourself? I feel sorry for you, i know I'm better
then you. One finger up and I'm out cause you ain't
even worth two ;-*

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..I find peace
at the bottom
of a real tall
cold drink..
 

My Kinda Party-Jason Aldean ♥

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“As soon as I got out there I felt a strange relationship
with the pitcher's mound. It was as if I'd been born out there. Pitching just felt like the most natural thing in the world. Striking out batters was easy.”

 

         Live for Softball. Number 27 ;*

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Nobody gets me, i feel alone. Everyone thinks
I'm this happy, confident girl and that nothing
bothers me, but in reality everything bothers me.
I've been too strong for too long and i just can't
pretend anymore. It hurts too much. I just wish I
could tell someone. Everyone comes to me for
advice, I'm a great listener. But what people don't
know about me is, I need someone to listen to me too

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Confession #4
I want to be happy again, please.

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Confession #3
I want to change the world.
One day at a time

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