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I Love to Hate You
Chapter 25
"Liam, let's go! We don't wanna be late!" I yelled, putting in my pearl earring. Today Chris was getting married, and Liam and I were already running late. 
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" he replied, finally walking out of the apartment. 
He got in the car and we quickly drove to the church that was almost an hour away. Most of Ashlee's family lived in England, so the wedding was being held kind of close to my flat. I was so glad to be a part of this wedding as well. 
"Okay, now try to avoid Uncle Jack, he's kind of crazy. And my mother will be here, you should sit next to her." I told him as we were walking in the church hand in hand. I spotted my mother sitting in the front row and walked to her. 
"Hi Mom. This is my boyfriend, Liam. Liam, this is my mother." I said. 
"What a delight! It's so great to finally meet you. You seem like such a gentleman." she said, and Liam took a seat next to her. I walked to the back of the church and took my place in line, and before I knew it, I heard the piano. 
I walked down the aisle, winking at Liam as I walked past him. I got tears in my eyes as I looked to Chris, who smiled at me. I cannot believe the man he grew up to be. Dad would have been proud, that's for sure. Ashlee started walking down the aisle, and I smiled. This day was perfect, two people who obviously belong with each other were finally getting their happy ending. 
The vows were original and cute, more fun than the traditional ones. After they placed the rings on their fingers, they kissed and started to walk down the aisle. 
I clapped and hollered, so happy for this adorable couple. I hope that one day Liam and I will be just like Ashlee and Chris, because they seem so in love. 
The reception was beautiful, and I was ready to have fun and dance. 
After I made a toast that got everybody overly emotional, the DJ tried to cheer everybody up by getting the dancing started. I joined, and had a blast. 
Eventually it was time to bouquet. Ashlee went up to the balcony, turned her back to the crowd of girls below her, and threw the bouquet. 
And guess who caught it? That's right, I did. Which meant I would be the next one to get married. I laughed and smiled, then looked at Liam. He was smiling as well, and walked over to me. I pulled him close to me.
"You look very beautiful tonight." he said, kissing my forehead. 
"You look quite dashing as well." I said, trying my hand at an english accent. 
That earned a laugh from him, and I kissed his lips. 
"Liam. Do you know how much I love you?" I asked him. 
"Hmm...how much?" he asked, winking at me. 
"A whole lot." I replied, kissing him again. He pulled me into his chest and we danced together. I honestly do not think this night can get any better. 
Because for once, everything is right in my life. I'm with the perfect guy, I have the perfect job, I'm reunited with my family, and I'm in love. 
They say the past has a way of catching up with you. You can either run from it, or choose to face it. I decided I was done running from it, and I faced my past. 
Look where I am now.
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the end! I'm kind of sad it's over, but tomorrow i will start the new fanfic, which i think is going to be amazing! it will be about harry, i think!! feedback?(: 

I Love to Hate You
Chapter 24
I still can't believe Liam broke up with Lilly. Harry was right, he does want tog et back together with me. Well, at least I hope he does. I checked my phone to see who my missed call was from earlier. Liam. Why didn't I answer? I slapped my forehead quickly, then called Liam back. 
"Carly, before you say anything, just come to the the center of town." he said, then hung up. I couldn't question him, so I just did as I was told. I walked to the center of town, not sure what to expect. When I got there, Liam was nowhere to be found. I sat down on a bench and waited for someone to walk out of a store, anyone, but nobody did. Why would Liam tell me to come here if nothing was going to happen? Before I could think of answers to that question, I heard music start to play. My favorite Train song, If It's Love started coming out the speakers. I wasn't quite sure I knew what was happening, but moments later, the town square was full. There was almost two hundred people dancing in the center of town. I finally realized what this was. A flash mob. I looked to the center of the circle that the dancing people had formed and saw Liam standing there, a huge smile on his face. He remembered. I told him I wanted to be a part of a flash mob, and he made that happen. I walked through the crowd of people to get to Liam. 
"What did I ever do to deserve you?" I asked as I got closer to him. 
"I was just gonna ask the same thing." he said, closing the distance between us. He came close to me and wrapped his arms around me. I felt so safe and secure in his arms, and I wrapped mine around his neck. I pulled his head close to mine and our lips crashed together, and I'm not exaggerating when I say there were fireworks. It was all part of the flash mob. 
"I can't believe you did all of this for me." I said, kissing him again. 
"Yeah, well. I told you that you were special. I've been waiting for over five years to ask you this question." he said, looking at the ground. 
"Go ahead." I urged him, knowing what the question was. 
"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked, the corner of his lips tugging up into a smile. I nodded my head as fast as I could and replied yes, then kissed him again, more passionately this time. I heard the cameras flashing and saw the bright lights, but I didn't care. All that mattered right now it that Liam and I are together. We're finally together. After hating each other, then loving each other, then not talking to each other, we are finally back to loving each other. 
And I wouldn't want it any other way.
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one more chapter left! sorry if I've been rushing, I just reallllly wanna start the new story, haha(: i think it's gonna be about harry! what do you think?

I Love to Hate You
Chapter 23
Beep! Beep! I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I set it for nine o'clock, so I would have time to shower and get dressed. After taking a quick shower and putting on a cute shirt, jean shorts, and a pair of flats, I walked out of my apartment and was on my way to the coffee shop downtown. 
I opened the door and heard the bells chime, then immediately regretted coming here. Liam was here. The only other person in the coffee shop besides the employees and myself. What was I supposed to do? 
I walked up to the counter and ordered a coffee with cream and a dash of sugar. I mixed it once I got it and paid, then sat down at the table farthest away from Liam. He still noticed me though, and made his way over. 
"Carly? Wow. It's been a while." he said, setting his cup down. 
"I know. What, like ten months or something?" I asked, laughing. This was so awkward. What am I supposed to say to him? 
"Yeah. You just uh, left. Without any notice, or warning." he said. 
"Zayn told me to take a break, so I did. A pretty long one too." I replied. 
"I shouldn't have walked out on you like that." he started to say. 
"Liam, stop. We don't have to talk about this." I told him. 
"No, we do. You were just trying to be honest with me. If we were going to have a relationship, honesty would have to be a part of it. And I'm glad you told me about you and Zayn before anything started between us, otherwise I would have been more hurt. But I'm with Lilly now." he said, trailing off. 
"Which is why I should go. She doesn't want me talking to you." I told him. 
"That's crazy. She barely even knows you." he said, shrugging it off. 
"Whatever. See you around." I said, getting up and starting to walk off. 
"Carly, wait. Please. Look, I know Lilly isn't the sweetest girl ever. But I can't let go of you for some reason. I need you in my life. Do you think we can be friends?" Liam asked, a hopeful smile on his face. 
"I don't think so Liam." I replied, before I could stop myself. 
"Why not?" he asked, confused. 
"Because being friends with you won't satisfy me. I still love you." I blurted out. What did I just do? Why can't I just be happy that Liam wants me in his life? I just had to go and screw everything up. At least now he knows how I feel. 
"Y-you do?" he asked, looking shocked. 
"Yeah, but you've got Lilly. And you're obviously in love with her." I said, pushing my chair back and walking out of the store. Why can I never get anything right? 
I went to the store and bought a half a gallon of ice cream, two chocolate bars, and a jar of peanut butter. I walked home and sat on the couch while watching The Notebook and eating my snacks. Why can't I have a Noah in my life? Is that too much to ask for? Apparently. My phone started to ring, and I hit ignore without even looking at the screen. I changed the channel on the TV to the news and got up to use the bathroom.
When I came back, I did not expect to see what I saw on the television. 
"This just in. Reports say that Liam Payne of One Direction just ended things with his longtime sweetheart Lilly Evans. Nobody knows why, but this couple must be heartbroken. The lovebirds were dating for eight months as of today, and the split seems to come as a shock. We will update you as soon as we know more." said the news anchor. 
Liam broke up with his girlfriend? But why? Unless...
Liam Payne was still in love with me. 
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okay, so the next chapter is going to be so cute omg. feedback?(:

I Love to Hate You
Chapter 22
At around midnight, I decided to call it a night. I grabbed my bag from the back of the club and walked out to get a cab, since I didn't want to talk in the rain. 
I didn't have much luck though, and I ended up walking home in the pouring rain anyways. I put the hood of my sweatshirt up and crossed my arms around my chest, trying to stay warm. It was dark out, as it usually is during this time of night. I should have taken my car tonight, I know. 
As I passed under a street light, I was pretty sure I saw a figure behind me. When I turned around though, nobody was there. That's weird. I continued walking, but had my cell phone out and was ready to call someone if anything else suspicious happened. I heard something drop. I turned around as fast as I could and saw a cell phone lying on the ground under the street light I just passed seconds ago. It wasn't there before. I saw a shadow walk out from behind a nearby tree and screamed. When I saw who it was though, I was able to calm down a little bit. 
"Harry Styles! What are you doing? Why were you following me?!" I asked, my eyes wide. My heartbeat was returning back to its normal pace. 
"I wanted to suprise you!" he said, walking over to give me a hug. I hugged him back, glad that I didn't have to walk all alone in the dark anymore. 
"You don't have an umbrella either?" I asked, as we continued walking. 
"Nah, I left it with Lou and Niall." he said, his hands in his pockets. 
"So, how does it feel to finally be back in England?" he asked. 
"Weird. I don't know what I expected, but this wasn't it." I admitted. 
"Why? What's wrong?" he asked, and I was going to tell him. 
"I just-I wanted everything to be the way it was before. When everything was going good for like, a day. When Liam and I kissed, and had something there. But now he's with Lilly, and I can't even talk to him." I confessed. 
"Why can't you talk to him?" he asked, confused. 
"Because Lilly told me not to. I get the feeling that she doesn't like me." I said. 
"Ah. Well, if it makes you feel any better, she doesn't like any of us either." 
"She seems rude. Why do you guys put up with her?" I asked.
"Well, we just hope she's nothing serious. We kinda of want Liam to end things with her. And can I let you in on a secret?" he asked, whispering. 
"Sure, what's up?" I asked, kind of curious as to what Harry was going to say. 
"We all want you and Liam to get together. Even Zayn." he said, winking at me. 
"Yeah, well let me tell you a little secret. I want to get together with Liam too." 
"Tomorrow is his and Lilly's eight month anniversary." Harry told me. 
"Why are you telling me this, if it's only going to upset me?" I asked. 
"Because I lied about the secret eariler. But this one is true." he said. 
"What? Tell me!" I begged, dying to know. 
"Okay. Well, when Liam started dating Lilly, he told us that if you didn't come back before his eight month anniversary, then he would give up on you. But you're back. Which means...." Harry trailed off, letting me figure out the rest. 
"B-but Liam doesn't know I'm back. And it's already tomorrow." I said, glancing at my watch. 12:17 am. 
"Go to the coffee shop at nine thirty. Don't ask, just go." Harry told me. 
"Fine. But will you walk me home? I don't need creeps following me on this dark and rainy night." I said, sticking my tongue out at him.
"Of course." he said, putting his arm around me and walking me back to my flat. 
I wonder what's going to happen at the coffee shop tomorrow...
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what do you guys predict? only a few more chapters, I am so excited for you guys to read my new story, live while we're young! i think you're going to love it!

I Love to Hate You
Chapter 20
I was sad. I was upset. No, that was an understatement. I was devestated. 
I cannot believe Liam left me like that. I was finally honest with him, and it come back to bite me in the butt. Zayn walked out of his room and over to where I was sitting on the couch. I didn't tell him that I told Liam about us.
"Zayn, I need to tell you something." I said, deciding now was an okay time. 
"What's up?" he asked, putting his arm around me. 
"I told Liam about us. I needed to be honest with him, so I was. And guess what he did? He said he needed time and space, so he left." I said, tearing up. 
"Carly, everything's going to be alright. He's crazy if he doesn't want you." Zayn said, trying to cheer me up. Too bad it wasn't working. 
"Maybe I need time and space." I muttered to myself. 
"You should take a break. Go on vacation or something." he suggested. 
"You know, that's not a bad idea." I said, forming an idea in my head. 
"I'm going to visit my brother for a few days." I said, since he couldn't come visit me after all. I texted him and told him I was coming to the states for a few weeks. He replied fast, telling me he was excited. I went to my room and packed my clothes and electronics that I needed. Once I was packed, I walked out into the living room. I had my boarding ticket in hand and hugged Zayn goodbye. 
"I'll see you soon." I said, giving him one last hug and promising to call him at least twice while I was gone. I rolled my suitcase outside and put it in the back of the cab that was waiting for me. 
Going through the airport security and check in was easy, since I travel a lot. 
I got on the plane immediately after checking in. I popped in my headphones and listened to One Direction's album, because I needed to hear Liam's voice. There's only one reason why I was upset I was leaving England for a few weeks, and that is because I can't see Liam. Because whether I want to or not, I think I'm falling in love with him. If only I could tell him that. 
I woke up several hours later as the plane was landing. I was finally here. 
I walked off the plane and to the baggage claim, where I thought Chris would be waiting. He sent me a text message saying he was there, but when I looked for him, I couldn't find him. Maybe because I didn't remember what he looked like. 
"Carly?" I heard a man's voice call out. I turned around and saw him. 
"Chris?" I asked, my face breaking into a smile. I ran and jumped into his arms, so happy to finally be reunited with my brother. 
"I missed you so much!" he said, giving me a hug. 
"I missed you too! Wow, I can't believe it. You look so different!" I exclaimed, notiving the girl standing next to him. 
"Is this your fiance?" I asked, giving her a hug as well. 
"Yeah, this is Ashlee. Ashlee, this is my baby sister Carly." he said, introducing us. I was so happy to see my brother again, and I was glad that he was finally happy in life. He deserved it. I grabbed my suitcase and we walked outside. 
"So, are you excited for the next two weeks? We're going to have so much fun!" Ashlee said, clapping her hands together. She seemed excited to have me here, and I was excited to be here. 
We drove to Chris' hosue and I threw my suitcase on the bed in the guest room. 
"Hey, I have to go out for a little bit. Ashlee's here, if you wanna go get to know her." he said, turning his head to the living room. 
"Sure, see you later." I said, plugging my phone in before walking to the living room and sitting down near Ashlee. 
"It's so great to finally meet you." she said, smiling at me. 
"Same here. Okay, so you're the closest thing to a sister that I have. I need advice." I said, before I could stop myself. 
"Go fo it." she said, giving me her full attention. I told her the entire story about Liam and I, and the background info that went with it. She seemed to understand everything, and I asked her what I should do. 
"Well, it seems like you really love him. You should tell him." she said. 
"Yeah. I should." I said, agreeing with her. 
"Go call him. Or at least do something." she said. 
"Okay. Yeah, I'm going to call him." I said, walking to my room. I booted up my laptop quickly and googled Liam. Wait, what did that say? 
I pulled up a website that had a picture of Liam holding hands with some girl. 
Of course. Why did I think he loved me? He was obviously playing me. 
I clicked my phone off and shut my laptop. I can't do this. 
I don't even know if I can go back to England. Ever.
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feedback? next chapter will be a few months in advance. this story should be done tomorrow, and hopefully I can start the new one tomorrow as well! get the word out, Live While We're Young! I will have a description out after this story is done(:

I Love to Hate You
Chapter 19
I decided it was the right thing for me to tell Liam that Zayn and I had been fooling around up until the day I confessed my feelings for Liam.
After all, if I wanted to have a relationship with him, I was going to have to be honest. And I expected him to be honest with me. 
I texted Liam and told him that we needed to talk. He agreed, and said he would be over in twenty. Should I go through with this? Yes, I should. 
Nineteen minutes and thirty seven seconds later, I heard a knock on the door. 
"Hey." Liam said once I opened the door and let him into the apartment. 
"Hi." I replied, still kind of mad at him for the whole Britney situation.
"Look, it was a mistake. It really was. Can I just explain?" he asked.
"No. Not yet. There's something important  have to tell you." I said.
"Are you seeing someone else?" he asked, his expression now upset. 
"No. But before I told you how I felt, I was kind of, uh, fooling around with someone." I said. This was going to be awkward. 
"Oh. Uh, was it anyone I know?" he asked, trying to act casual about it. 
"Actually, yeah. It was, um. It was Zayn." I said, biting my lip. 
I couldn't bring myself to look at Liam, but when I finally met his gaze, he looked upset. Angry, maybe. I knew I shouldn't have told him. 
"Y-you were sleeping with Zayn?!" he asked, shocked. 
"You were sleeping with Britney!" I fired back, because I thought he was. 
"What? You actually thought I was getting with Britney? Did you not hear anything I said to you? I told you I was in love with you." he said. 
"Liam, guys lie about their feelings all the time. When Britney came over late a few nights ago, I knew what you were going to do. It's fine, really." I said, even though it wasn't fine. I didn't want Liam and Britney together. 
"I told her to come over, because I was going to end things. I didn't want to do it over a text message, cause only a jerk would do that. But I wasn't going to sleep with her. I felt guilty for using her, and I wanted to apologize." he explained. 
"So you were ending things with her? Ugh, I'm such an idiot!" I screamed. 
"You and Zayn? Really?" he asked, looking hurt. 
"Yeah. He was sweet, he was nice, and he actually cared about me. I was upset because I thought you still hated me, and I was confused. But now I know what I want. I want you, Liam. I want to be with you." I said, pouring my heart out. 
"Yeah, well I'm not sure I want to be with you anymore. I cannot believe you lied to me about you and Zayn." he said. 
"Liam, I didn't lie! We weren't even aware of each others' feelings when Zayn and I were hooking up! Please Liam." I begged. I couldn't lose him.
"Carly, I just don't know if we're right for each other. I think I need time to think." he said, putting his head in his hands and sighing. 
"Liam, you can't just pretend we don't have chemistry. I really like you." I said, on the verge of tears. I didn't want him to go. 
"Carly, I can't do this. I'm sorry." he said, walking out the door. I slumped onto the couch, not believing what just happened. I finally let myself start to like Liam, and once I do, I get let down. Love stinks.
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 only doing 25 chapters, in a few chapters there will be a time jump. JUST CAME UP WITH THE TITLE FOR MY NEW STORY, I'm going to call it 'Live While We're Young.' yeah, because it's their song, but it also goes good with the character(:

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