I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
25
"Liam,
let's go! We don't wanna be late!" I yelled, putting
in my pearl earring. Today Chris was getting married, and Liam
and I were already running late.
"I'm coming, I'm coming!" he replied, finally
walking out of the apartment.
He got in the car and we quickly drove to the church that was
almost an hour away. Most of Ashlee's family lived in
England, so the wedding was being held kind of close to my flat.
I was so glad to be a part of this wedding as well.
"Okay, now try to avoid Uncle Jack, he's kind of crazy.
And my mother will be here, you should sit next to her." I
told him as we were walking in the church hand in hand. I spotted
my mother sitting in the front row and walked to her.
"Hi Mom. This is my boyfriend, Liam. Liam, this is my
mother." I said.
"What a delight! It's so great to finally meet you. You
seem like such a gentleman." she said, and Liam took a seat
next to her. I walked to the back of the church and took my place
in line, and before I knew it, I heard the piano.
I walked down the aisle, winking at Liam as I walked past him. I
got tears in my eyes as I looked to Chris, who smiled at me. I
cannot believe the man he grew up to be. Dad would have been
proud, that's for sure. Ashlee started walking down the
aisle, and I smiled. This day was perfect, two people who
obviously belong with each other were finally getting their happy
ending.
The vows were original and cute, more fun than the traditional
ones. After they placed the rings on their fingers, they kissed
and started to walk down the aisle.
I clapped and hollered, so happy for this adorable couple. I hope
that one day Liam and I will be just like Ashlee and Chris,
because they seem so in love.
The reception was beautiful, and I was ready to have fun and
dance.
After I made a toast that got everybody overly emotional, the DJ
tried to cheer everybody up by getting the dancing started. I
joined, and had a blast.
Eventually it was time to bouquet. Ashlee went up to the balcony,
turned her back to the crowd of girls below her, and threw the
bouquet.
And guess who caught it? That's right, I did. Which meant I
would be the next one to get married. I laughed and smiled, then
looked at Liam. He was smiling as well, and walked over to me. I
pulled him close to me.
"You look very beautiful tonight." he said, kissing my
forehead.
"You look quite dashing as well." I said, trying my
hand at an english accent.
That earned a laugh from him, and I kissed his lips.
"Liam. Do you know how much I love you?" I asked
him.
"Hmm...how much?" he asked, winking at me.
"A whole lot." I replied, kissing him again. He pulled
me into his chest and we danced together. I honestly do not think
this night can get any better.
Because for once, everything is right in my life. I'm with
the perfect guy, I have the perfect job, I'm reunited with my
family, and I'm in love.
They say the past has a way of catching up with you. You can
either run from it, or choose to face it. I decided I was done
running from it, and I faced my past.
Look where I am now.
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I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
24
I still
can't believe Liam broke up with Lilly. Harry was right, he
does want tog et back together with me. Well, at least I hope he
does. I checked my phone to see who my missed call was from
earlier. Liam. Why didn't I answer? I slapped my
forehead quickly, then called Liam back.
"Carly, before you say anything, just come to the the center
of town." he said, then hung up. I couldn't question
him, so I just did as I was told. I walked to the center of
town, not sure what to expect. When I got there, Liam was nowhere
to be found. I sat down on a bench and waited for someone to walk
out of a store, anyone, but nobody did. Why would Liam tell me to
come here if nothing was going to happen? Before I could
think of answers to that question, I heard music start to play.
My favorite Train song, If It's Love started coming out the
speakers. I wasn't quite sure I knew what was happening, but
moments later, the town square was full. There was almost two
hundred people dancing in the center of town. I finally realized
what this was. A flash mob. I looked to the center of the
circle that the dancing people had formed and saw Liam standing
there, a huge smile on his face. He remembered. I told him I
wanted to be a part of a flash mob, and he made that happen. I
walked through the crowd of people to get to Liam.
"What did I ever do to deserve you?" I asked as I got
closer to him.
"I was just gonna ask the same thing." he said, closing
the distance between us. He came close to me and wrapped his arms
around me. I felt so safe and secure in his arms, and I wrapped
mine around his neck. I pulled his head close to mine and our
lips crashed together, and I'm not exaggerating when I say
there were fireworks. It was all part of the flash mob.
"I can't believe you did all of this for me." I
said, kissing him again.
"Yeah, well. I told you that you were special. I've been
waiting for over five years to ask you this question." he
said, looking at the ground.
"Go ahead." I urged him, knowing what the question
was.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked, the corner of
his lips tugging up into a smile. I nodded my head as fast as I
could and replied yes, then kissed him again, more passionately
this time. I heard the cameras flashing and saw the bright
lights, but I didn't care. All that mattered right now it
that Liam and I are together. We're finally together. After
hating each other, then loving each other, then not talking to
each other, we are finally back to loving each other.
And I wouldn't want it any other way.
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I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
23
Beep! Beep! I
woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I set it for nine
o'clock, so I would have time to shower and get dressed.
After taking a quick shower and putting on a cute shirt, jean
shorts, and a pair of flats, I walked out of my apartment and was
on my way to the coffee shop downtown.
I opened the door and heard the bells chime, then immediately
regretted coming here. Liam was here. The only other person in
the coffee shop besides the employees and myself. What was I
supposed to do?
I walked up to the counter and ordered a coffee with cream and a
dash of sugar. I mixed it once I got it and paid, then sat down
at the table farthest away from Liam. He still noticed me though,
and made his way over.
"Carly? Wow. It's been a while." he said, setting
his cup down.
"I know. What, like ten months or something?" I asked,
laughing. This was so awkward. What am I supposed to say to
him?
"Yeah. You just uh, left. Without any notice, or
warning." he said.
"Zayn told me to take a break, so I did. A pretty long one
too." I replied.
"I shouldn't have walked out on you like that." he
started to say.
"Liam, stop. We don't have to talk about this." I
told him.
"No, we do. You were just trying to be honest with me. If we
were going to have a relationship, honesty would have to be a
part of it. And I'm glad you told me about you and Zayn
before anything started between us, otherwise I would have been
more hurt. But I'm with Lilly now." he said, trailing
off.
"Which is why I should go. She doesn't want me talking
to you." I told him.
"That's crazy. She barely even knows you." he said,
shrugging it off.
"Whatever. See you around." I said, getting up and
starting to walk off.
"Carly, wait. Please. Look, I know Lilly isn't the
sweetest girl ever. But I can't let go of you for some
reason. I need you in my life. Do you think we can be
friends?" Liam asked, a hopeful smile on his face.
"I don't think so Liam." I replied, before I could
stop myself.
"Why not?" he asked, confused.
"Because being friends with you won't satisfy me. I
still love you." I blurted out. What did I just do? Why
can't I just be happy that Liam wants me in his life? I just
had to go and screw everything up. At least now he knows how I
feel.
"Y-you do?" he asked, looking shocked.
"Yeah, but you've got Lilly. And you're obviously in
love with her." I said, pushing my chair back and walking
out of the store. Why can I never get anything right?
I went to the store and bought a half a gallon of ice cream, two
chocolate bars, and a jar of peanut butter. I walked home and sat
on the couch while watching The Notebook and eating my snacks.
Why can't I have a Noah in my life? Is that too much to ask
for? Apparently. My phone started to ring, and I hit ignore
without even looking at the screen. I changed the channel on the
TV to the news and got up to use the bathroom.
When I came back, I did not expect to see what I saw on the
television.
"This just in. Reports say that Liam Payne of One Direction
just ended things with his longtime sweetheart Lilly Evans.
Nobody knows why, but this couple must be heartbroken. The
lovebirds were dating for eight months as of today, and the split
seems to come as a shock. We will update you as soon as we know
more." said the news anchor.
Liam broke up with his girlfriend? But why? Unless...
Liam Payne was still in love with me.
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I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
22
At around
midnight, I decided to call it a night. I grabbed my bag from the
back of the club and walked out to get a cab, since I didn't
want to talk in the rain.
I didn't have much luck though, and I ended up walking home
in the pouring rain anyways. I put the hood of my sweatshirt up
and crossed my arms around my chest, trying to stay warm. It was
dark out, as it usually is during this time of night. I should
have taken my car tonight, I know.
As I passed under a street light, I was pretty sure I saw a
figure behind me. When I turned around though, nobody was there.
That's weird. I continued walking, but had my cell phone out
and was ready to call someone if anything else suspicious
happened. I heard something drop. I turned around as fast as I
could and saw a cell phone lying on the ground under the street
light I just passed seconds ago. It wasn't there before. I
saw a shadow walk out from behind a nearby tree and screamed.
When I saw who it was though, I was able to calm down a little
bit.
"Harry Styles! What are you doing? Why were you following
me?!" I asked, my eyes wide. My heartbeat was returning back
to its normal pace.
"I wanted to suprise you!" he said, walking over to
give me a hug. I hugged him back, glad that I didn't have to
walk all alone in the dark anymore.
"You don't have an umbrella either?" I asked, as we
continued walking.
"Nah, I left it with Lou and Niall." he said, his hands
in his pockets.
"So, how does it feel to finally be back in England?"
he asked.
"Weird. I don't know what I expected, but this
wasn't it." I admitted.
"Why? What's wrong?" he asked, and I was going to
tell him.
"I just-I wanted everything to be the way it was before.
When everything was going good for like, a day. When Liam and I
kissed, and had something there. But now he's with Lilly, and
I can't even talk to him." I confessed.
"Why can't you talk to him?" he asked,
confused.
"Because Lilly told me not to. I get the feeling that she
doesn't like me." I said.
"Ah. Well, if it makes you feel any better, she doesn't
like any of us either."
"She seems rude. Why do you guys put up with her?" I
asked.
"Well, we just hope she's nothing serious. We kinda of
want Liam to end things with her. And can I let you in on a
secret?" he asked, whispering.
"Sure, what's up?" I asked, kind of curious as to
what Harry was going to say.
"We all want you and Liam to get together. Even Zayn."
he said, winking at me.
"Yeah, well let me tell you a little secret. I want to get
together with Liam too."
"Tomorrow is his and Lilly's eight month
anniversary." Harry told me.
"Why are you telling me this, if it's only going to
upset me?" I asked.
"Because I lied about the secret eariler. But this one is
true." he said.
"What? Tell me!" I begged, dying to know.
"Okay. Well, when Liam started dating Lilly, he told us that
if you didn't come back before his eight month anniversary,
then he would give up on you. But you're back. Which
means...." Harry trailed off, letting me figure out the
rest.
"B-but Liam doesn't know I'm back. And it's
already tomorrow." I said, glancing at my watch. 12:17
am.
"Go to the coffee shop at nine thirty. Don't ask, just
go." Harry told me.
"Fine. But will you walk me home? I don't need creeps
following me on this dark and rainy night." I said, sticking
my tongue out at him.
"Of course." he said, putting his arm around me and
walking me back to my flat.
I wonder what's going to happen at the coffee shop
tomorrow...
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I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
20
I was sad. I
was upset. No, that was an understatement. I was
devestated.
I cannot believe Liam left me like that. I was finally honest
with him, and it come back to bite me in the butt. Zayn walked
out of his room and over to where I was sitting on the couch. I
didn't tell him that I told Liam about us.
"Zayn, I need to tell you something." I said, deciding
now was an okay time.
"What's up?" he asked, putting his arm around
me.
"I told Liam about us. I needed to be honest with him, so I
was. And guess what he did? He said he needed time and space, so
he left." I said, tearing up.
"Carly, everything's going to be alright. He's crazy
if he doesn't want you." Zayn said, trying to cheer me
up. Too bad it wasn't working.
"Maybe I need time and space." I muttered to
myself.
"You should take a break. Go on vacation or something."
he suggested.
"You know, that's not a bad idea." I said, forming
an idea in my head.
"I'm going to visit my brother for a few days." I
said, since he couldn't come visit me after all. I texted him
and told him I was coming to the states for a few weeks. He
replied fast, telling me he was excited. I went to my room and
packed my clothes and electronics that I needed. Once I was
packed, I walked out into the living room. I had my boarding
ticket in hand and hugged Zayn goodbye.
"I'll see you soon." I said, giving him one last
hug and promising to call him at least twice while I was gone. I
rolled my suitcase outside and put it in the back of the cab that
was waiting for me.
Going through the airport security and check in was easy, since I
travel a lot.
I got on the plane immediately after checking in. I popped in my
headphones and listened to One Direction's album, because I
needed to hear Liam's voice. There's only one reason why
I was upset I was leaving England for a few weeks, and that is
because I can't see Liam. Because whether I want to or not, I
think I'm falling in love with him. If only I could tell him
that.
I woke up several hours later as the plane was landing. I was
finally here.
I walked off the plane and to the baggage claim, where I thought
Chris would be waiting. He sent me a text message saying he was
there, but when I looked for him, I couldn't find him. Maybe
because I didn't remember what he looked like.
"Carly?" I heard a man's voice call out. I turned
around and saw him.
"Chris?" I asked, my face breaking into a smile. I ran
and jumped into his arms, so happy to finally be reunited with my
brother.
"I missed you so much!" he said, giving me a
hug.
"I missed you too! Wow, I can't believe it. You look so
different!" I exclaimed, notiving the girl standing next to
him.
"Is this your fiance?" I asked, giving her a hug as
well.
"Yeah, this is Ashlee. Ashlee, this is my baby sister
Carly." he said, introducing us. I was so happy to see my
brother again, and I was glad that he was finally happy in life.
He deserved it. I grabbed my suitcase and we walked
outside.
"So, are you excited for the next two weeks? We're going
to have so much fun!" Ashlee said, clapping her hands
together. She seemed excited to have me here, and I was excited
to be here.
We drove to Chris' hosue and I threw my suitcase on the bed
in the guest room.
"Hey, I have to go out for a little bit. Ashlee's here,
if you wanna go get to know her." he said, turning his head
to the living room.
"Sure, see you later." I said, plugging my phone in
before walking to the living room and sitting down near
Ashlee.
"It's so great to finally meet you." she said,
smiling at me.
"Same here. Okay, so you're the closest thing to a
sister that I have. I need advice." I said, before I could
stop myself.
"Go fo it." she said, giving me her full attention. I
told her the entire story about Liam and I, and the background
info that went with it. She seemed to understand everything, and
I asked her what I should do.
"Well, it seems like you really love him. You should tell
him." she said.
"Yeah. I should." I said, agreeing with her.
"Go call him. Or at least do something." she
said.
"Okay. Yeah, I'm going to call him." I said,
walking to my room. I booted up my laptop quickly and googled
Liam. Wait, what did that say?
I pulled up a website that had a picture of Liam holding hands
with some girl.
Of course. Why did I think he loved me? He was obviously playing
me.
I clicked my phone off and shut my laptop. I can't do
this.
I don't even know if I can go back to England. Ever.
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I Love to
Hate You
Chapter
19
I decided it
was the right thing for me to tell Liam that Zayn and I had been
fooling around up until the day I confessed my feelings for
Liam.
After all, if I wanted to have a relationship with him, I was
going to have to be honest. And I expected him to be honest with
me.
I texted Liam and told him that we needed to talk. He agreed, and
said he would be over in twenty. Should I go through with this?
Yes, I should.
Nineteen minutes and thirty seven seconds later, I heard a knock
on the door.
"Hey." Liam said once I opened the door and let him
into the apartment.
"Hi." I replied, still kind of mad at him for the whole
Britney situation.
"Look, it was a mistake. It really was. Can I just
explain?" he asked.
"No. Not yet. There's something important have to
tell you." I said.
"Are you seeing someone else?" he asked, his expression
now upset.
"No. But before I told you how I felt, I was kind of, uh,
fooling around with someone." I said. This was going to be
awkward.
"Oh. Uh, was it anyone I know?" he asked, trying to act
casual about it.
"Actually, yeah. It was, um. It was Zayn." I said,
biting my lip.
I couldn't bring myself to look at Liam, but when I finally
met his gaze, he looked upset. Angry, maybe. I knew I
shouldn't have told him.
"Y-you were sleeping with Zayn?!" he asked,
shocked.
"You were sleeping with Britney!" I fired back, because
I thought he was.
"What? You actually thought I was getting with Britney? Did
you not hear anything I said to you? I told you I was in love
with you." he said.
"Liam, guys lie about their feelings all the time. When
Britney came over late a few nights ago, I knew what you were
going to do. It's fine, really." I said, even though it
wasn't fine. I didn't want Liam and Britney
together.
"I told her to come over, because I was going to end things.
I didn't want to do it over a text message, cause only a jerk
would do that. But I wasn't going to sleep with her. I felt
guilty for using her, and I wanted to apologize." he
explained.
"So you were ending things with her? Ugh, I'm such an
idiot!" I screamed.
"You and Zayn? Really?" he asked, looking
hurt.
"Yeah. He was sweet, he was nice, and he actually cared
about me. I was upset because I thought you still hated me, and I
was confused. But now I know what I want. I want you, Liam. I
want to be with you." I said, pouring my heart
out.
"Yeah, well I'm not sure I want to be with you anymore.
I cannot believe you lied to me about you and Zayn." he
said.
"Liam, I didn't lie! We weren't even aware of each
others' feelings when Zayn and I were hooking up! Please
Liam." I begged. I couldn't lose him.
"Carly, I just don't know if we're right for each
other. I think I need time to think." he said, putting his
head in his hands and sighing.
"Liam, you can't just pretend we don't have
chemistry. I really like you." I said, on the verge of
tears. I didn't want him to go.
"Carly, I can't do this. I'm sorry." he said,
walking out the door. I slumped onto the couch, not believing
what just happened. I finally let myself start to like Liam, and
once I do, I get let down. Love stinks.
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only doing 25 chapters, in a few chapters there
will be a time jump. JUST CAME UP WITH THE TITLE FOR MY NEW
STORY, I'm going to call it 'Live While We're
Young.' yeah, because it's their song, but it also goes
good with the character(: