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Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I'm just a girl who wishes for the world--

i'm lauren:) i'm 15 years young and live in a small midwest town. i used to live near seattle but i moved here and hate it. i can't fit in at all and would do anything to move back. i have an amazing horse named candy and we show hunters. i love indie music and skinny jeans. i'm super skinny and can't gain weight and i hate it. i don't have much self confidence and don't like much about myself. i continually try and do things to improve my appearance but nothing works. no guys ever notice me. i'm still like my ex-boyfriend and think he's the cutest thing ever. we started to become friends again. i love God but sometimes have a broken relationship with him. i'm very religious. i don't have many friends. music is my life. i want a boy who looks like stephan jerzak and has a personality like bruno mars. marilyn monroe is my idol; minus the drugs and sex. :p i think hollister is the sheet even if their clothes are overpriced. i want to live somewhere with a beach and mountains. i think southern california is the best place in the world. my mom is my best friend even if we argue a lot. i have no idea what i would do without her.

Quotes by laurenheartsponies

 So today in my ag class,
my friend was sitting on a table and swinging her legs. One of her shoes flew off and hit our teacher right in the balls.

I've never laughed so hard in my life. (:

haha true storyy:)

Okay witty girls. I need advice or opinions. :(

So, a little over a month ago I moved and started going to a new school. There's this one guy in my grade that I had never talked to before that added me on facebook. We talked a lot on there and he asked for my number so I gave it to him. We text everyday (and still do). He told me I was hot and pretty. He asked for a picture of me. And then one time we were talking about this creepy dude that likes me and I said "why are creepy boys attracted to me?" and he said "oh so I'm creepy? :(" so I kinda figured that meant he liked me right?

So I snuck out for the first time ever and we hung out with one of his other friends. We goofed around in wal-mart and went to taco bell. Then we went to his friend's house and watched a movie and talked. It was about 3am when I started to get tired and I asked him if I could lay on him (lame i know:P) and yeah I layed on him and he just sat there awkwardly! So about 4ish he took me home. Then we hung out a second time, we watched Waterboy, went on another wal-mart trip, went to mickeyd's and talked about stupid stuff. He smiles so much when he's with me and we flirt a lot. Then we drove around for about an hour after that, but we didn't really talk.

Anyways.. getting to the point haha.. a few days ago we were texting and I said something about him chasing after me and he said "you really think I'm trying to get with you" and I was like, "what do you mean by trying to get with you" and he said, "um. go out with you.." and i said "no, but it seemed like you liked me..." and he's like "oh well i kind of do" and by then I was feeling like an idiot who just got played and I said "oh, well it's not like I was planning on going out with you or anything.." and he's like "ya ok" and I was like "okay, just drop it then." and then we started talking about it again and agreed to just try and forget it ever happened. So ever since then it's been kinda awkward, but it STILL seems like he likes me. Why is he doing this to me?! And then the other day my friend Jarrett told me that he told people he liked me. So wtf? I know he wants to be friends, but then why is he acting like this? Usually guys don't randomly add you on facebook, keep asking to hang out with you, and text you everyday to be friends with you when you've never talked before.

If you read all of this, you're awesome.. Please give me opinions or advice! I need it desperately.
This is beautiful! Try not to cry...

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

(Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60-seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves
"When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.?

Love life and life
will love you back.
Love people and they
will love you back

I'm sick of having no one like my quotes. D:

Tomorrow, let's write all our quotes in black and white to show that beauty is most important in the inside, not the outside. Maybe then the most meaningful and inspiring quotes will get the most faves instead of the ones from MLIA (not trying to offend anyone:) ).

Click the heart pleasee to spread the word!

the neighborhood kids 

heyy witty girls.. i posted this yesterday but only got two comments but anyways..
i'm moving.. and next monday i will be starting at a neww school. :S i am nervous as FORK! i've been to a lot of different schools but i was little so it was easier to make friends. i'm a sophomore in high school now though. :/ soo i was wondering if you girls(and guys?) can give me any tips to make my first day not as nerve wrecking. i'm super scared that i'm going to get lost and won't have anyone to sit with at lunch!

thanks guys :3 love youu!

sup witty chicas?
soo i'm moving.. and next monday i will be starting at a neww school. :S i am nervous as FORK! i've been to a lot of different schools but i was little so it was easier to make friends. i'm a sophomore in high school now though. :/ soo i was wondering if you girls(and guys?) can give me any tips to make my first day not as nerve wrecking. i'm super scared that i'm going to get lost and won't have anyone to sit with at lunch!

thanks guys :3 love youu!

With a face of an
angel ,
you deserve to be

m o r e  t h a n  r i g h t .