Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I'm just a girl who wishes for the world--
i'm lauren:) i'm 15 years young and live in a small midwest town. i used to live near seattle but i moved here and hate it. i can't fit in at all and would do anything to move back. i have an amazing horse named candy and we show hunters. i love indie music and skinny jeans. i'm super skinny and can't gain weight and i hate it. i don't have much self confidence and don't like much about myself. i continually try and do things to improve my appearance but nothing works. no guys ever notice me. i'm still like my ex-boyfriend and think he's the cutest thing ever. we started to become friends again. i love God but sometimes have a broken relationship with him. i'm very religious. i don't have many friends. music is my life. i want a boy who looks like stephan jerzak and has a personality like bruno mars. marilyn monroe is my idol; minus the drugs and sex. :p i think hollister is the sheet even if their clothes are overpriced. i want to live somewhere with a beach and mountains. i think southern california is the best place in the world. my mom is my best friend even if we argue a lot. i have no idea what i would do without her. My