Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I'm just a girl who wishes for the world--
i'm lauren:) i'm 15 years young and live in a small midwest town. i used to live near seattle but i moved here and hate it. i can't fit in at all and would do anything to move back. i have an amazing horse named candy and we show hunters. i love indie music and skinny jeans. i'm super skinny and can't gain weight and i hate it. i don't have much self confidence and don't like much about myself. i continually try and do things to improve my appearance but nothing works. no guys ever notice me. i'm still like my ex-boyfriend and think he's the cutest thing ever. we started to become friends again. i love God but sometimes have a broken relationship with him. i'm very religious. i don't have many friends. music is my life. i want a boy who looks like stephan jerzak and has a personality like bruno mars. marilyn monroe is my idol; minus the drugs and sex. :p i think hollister is the sheet even if their clothes are overpriced. i want to live somewhere with a beach and mountains. i think southern california is the best place in the world. my mom is my best friend even if we argue a lot. i have no idea what i would do without her. My
thanks girlss♥
chatterbox2-i do like him, but i didn't want to say that when he just pretty much said that he didn't want to go out with me..
justadaylonger-yeah the first one is what i'm scared of :/
honestly, if you're talking and its awkward just go out and ask straight forward what's wrong. if he doesn't want to talk just explain your point of view. open up to him so he can open up to you. don't keep it awkward cause it'll just get worse.
hey i read did read this whole thing and i have to say its a tough situation..... not much can be said that will help you (at least not from me) but there is just one thing i don't get... he likes you and your saying you don't like him?? then what was with you asking to lay on him? for all you know it could have suggested something to him.... but really he's just a guy. if u dont like him well he seems to know... him liking you wont go away overnight... trust me
just dont try to hard to fit in. be true to yourself, and you willl make new friendss easily. the more you worry about it, the more nervous your gonna be. try to relax and just know that everything will be okay
well, what i would say is be yourself, and, if you need someone to sit with, find someone in your first class that you like, and if they seem nice enough,ask if you can sit with them at lunch :)
chatterbox2-i do like him, but i didn't want to say that when he just pretty much said that he didn't want to go out with me..
justadaylonger-yeah the first one is what i'm scared of :/
He's playing you and just wants to have fun.
or
He does actually like you but something is stopping him from admitting it to you.