laurenliveslovely

Status: I'm so done with this bullshit we call life.
Joined: June 21, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 310645
Location: NevaDUHHH
Gender: F

Lauren/14/West Coast♥ 

If anyone ever needs to talk, I'm here. Just so you know I can relate...
What I have gone through: depression, anxiety, self-harm, suicide attempts, hospital and mental hospital visits, and family issues.

There's a chance I'll be on a lot more or a lot less due to SUMMER. 
I'm looking for more people to talk to, so I'll reply to everyone. 

Would you like to know a bit about me? Well... lets see. I'm from Nevada. I've been able to swim without help or floaties since I was 1 1/2 years old, and have been on some swim teams and won a few trophies. I am a freshman this upcoming year and don't plan on doing any extra classes yet. But I want to do track & field and choir in sophomore year. :D I have two dogs, but one is currently living in California with my sister. I love animals so much. I am a Disnerd. Disney fandom, if you didn't know. :D But yeah. When I grow up I either want to be in the army, a marine biologist, or any job associated with Disney. 

ED SHEERAN - ONE DIRECTION - CHER LLOYD - LITTLE MIX - JANOSKIANS

Love you all. COME TALK TO ME. :)

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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6928814
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i love the smell of snapping necks very much
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6893897
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Wider hips mean its possible to have a /natural/ thigh gap, without going to extremes. Plus a thigh gap isn't real unless your knees are together, and if you can't put them together then hey guess what no thigh gap. Learn something new everyday whoo
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6884636
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It's because everyone is so lazy and wants someone else to fix themselves for them, so they can post the story on Tumblr and get 10 notes on it. This quote is perfect.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6878840
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My teacher did something like that for segregation, and only let the students who had their Student ID into class. The others sat outside the classroom the entire class and one girl started crying omg.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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I don't know your life but obviously you've never felt low enough to do it because you haven't. And I get what you mean. But people are encouraging of people when they don't cut, and disappointing of people when they do. Honestly, I hate the feeling of guilt if I cut because I know I will disappoint people. And that's helped me stay 2 months clean. So giving them that extra attention does help.
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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okay, some people do go through hell, just as bad as people who cut or even worse without cutting! Soo, just because someone doesn't cut doesn't mean they badly hurt!
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EvilAngel 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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I do agree with you but saying "Obviously you've never felt low enough to do it because you haven't" makes absolutely no sense. Every single person in the world, all 7 billion of us, go through in our lives. It doesn't mean all of us have to self harm. And this is coming from someone who was a cutter for a while because of things in my own life, and managed to give up after realising how pointless it is. Just because someone feels really sad or angry or lonely (etc) doesn't mean they have to self harm. Some people try to channel it into something else. And I think that's the point that Eric is making: Just because someone doesn't have self-harm scars, doesn't mean they don't go through just as much pain as people who do have scars.
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EvilAngel 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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go through shí.t in our lives*, I mean.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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Again, you don't know my life or what I go through everyday, so how would you know if I've never felt that low? And, that's the thing, that extra attention they get makes them want to do it more, they think hey, people care when I hurt myself, so i'm going to continue cutting because it feels good when I get attention.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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I don't know your life but obviously you've never felt low enough to do it because you haven't. And I get what you mean. But people are encouraging of people when they don't cut, and disappointing of people when they do. Honestly, I hate the feeling of guilt if I cut because I know I will disappoint people. And that's helped me stay 2 months clean. So giving them that extra attention does help.
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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okay, some people do go through hell, just as bad as people who cut or even worse without cutting! Soo, just because someone doesn't cut doesn't mean they badly hurt!
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EvilAngel 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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I do agree with you but saying "Obviously you've never felt low enough to do it because you haven't" makes absolutely no sense. Every single person in the world, all 7 billion of us, go through in our lives. It doesn't mean all of us have to self harm. And this is coming from someone who was a cutter for a while because of things in my own life, and managed to give up after realising how pointless it is. Just because someone feels really sad or angry or lonely (etc) doesn't mean they have to self harm. Some people try to channel it into something else. And I think that's the point that Eric is making: Just because someone doesn't have self-harm scars, doesn't mean they don't go through just as much pain as people who do have scars.
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EvilAngel 1 decade ago on quote #6875910
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go through shí.t in our lives*, I mean.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6874915
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[deleted] 1 decade ago on quote #6874915
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I hate when 'friends' do that kind of stuff :/
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6866067
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josiewdog123 1 decade ago on quote #6866067
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josiewdog123 1 decade ago on quote #6866067
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josiewdog123 1 decade ago on quote #6866067
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No, the main reason why abortion is illegal in two states is because of the health issues after the first 6 weeks. North Dakota made it illegal after 6 weeks of conception. It is all about the welfare of the fetus. No where does it state religious issues. Yes, but in societies that treat women like that, legality isn't really relevant
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6860790
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If you were almost dying you should have just spat it on on whatever. Who cares if it looked gross, you were DYING.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6857475
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If you're unhappy in your town, Travis, move. You're 18 now, you're an adult. You are free to escape your problems and your old life.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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omg f/ck that 8 hours omg im glad you stood up for yourself then
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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Thanks ^.^
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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I'm sorry, I read in the comments how you had a bad experience with students and teachers, but couldn't you risk like 1 or 2 hours of your life to just try? You could try to make this year new and better. I don't want to be rude, but I'm just confused by your reaction to the teacher.
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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Whoops, lets rewind. It wasn't one or two hours long, it was eight. Eight hours of being dragged along with a bunch of snobby rich kids who only bother to look my way when they've got something awful to say. So, no, I won't waste those hours of my life with a suck-up senior showing me and a bunch of irritating, immature and downright childish freshmen around the school. I don't take to kindly to teachers who I've never even knew existed walking up to me and telling me that if I don't get in a crowd full of people I absolutely hate, I don't get my schedule and I don't get to go find my classes and practice my locker combination like the other kids. That's my answer for you, I hope I've cleared up your confusion.
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hey_itsgabby 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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that's school. you cant just leave everyday of school because your bored and you hate everyone. If you hate everyone then go to a diffrent school or something
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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Let me explain this to you, and hopefully everybody else will take a hint. I didn't go as I pleased, smart one, I was kicked out. I stood up for myself, and I'll keep doing it again and again if I have to. I don't hate everyone, I hate my peers. They're brainless, immature idiots. Harsh? Like I care. I'm not going to a different school just to get away from them. I'm fine with going there, my whole family has went there and I will as well. Hope you understand now, thanks.
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hey_itsgabby 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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well arent you quite the b.adass. get over yourself im pretty sure not everyone in your school is like that
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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I love how standing up for myself is automatically translated into me being a cocky "b.adass". Think before you speak, "Gabby", not everything you're saying to me applies. Thanks!
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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omg f/ck that 8 hours omg im glad you stood up for yourself then
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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Thanks ^.^
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cineast 1 decade ago on quote #6851914
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On another note: People are raised differently. I was personally raised in a way that taught me to stand up for myself, and if i didn't appreciate the way somebody (above me or not) was speaking to/treating me, I didn't sit back and take it. That's that.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6850448
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*this year not next year lol
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6850448
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I'm going to be a freshman next year and it just seems like everyone hates us, They act like they've never been in our place. Honestly, I wasn't really scared until all these quotes on here and Tumblr showed up.
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poprocks_choosewisely 1 decade ago on quote #6850448
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This is exactly my point, they're supposed to be jokes but they are genuinely scaring people.
Please don't worry too much. People will only not like you if you're rude or have a huge ego.
And once you get used to your new schedule and school you won't even be worried anymore!
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6850448
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*this year not next year lol
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6846199
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20 minutes later, giant hole in my pants from cutting them open.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6834555
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Lauren :)
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6826239
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Kyle didn't die, he has cancer. :( And it is being said it was from drug overdose for Corey.
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6820756
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Nevada (:
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6820756
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Me too (:
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laurenliveslovely 1 decade ago on quote #6796335
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Butterbear 1 decade ago on quote #6796335
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