laxgirl26xo

life they say, is a very short thing,
but also the longest you'll do
there are good times & bad, happy & sad
and moments that will forever be with you.

so far my life has gone pretty well,
ive had some hardships
but then, who hasnt?
but somehow, now the iceburg is about to tip.

i lost everything on that fateful day.
you told me we were over, done, through,
you broke my heart in half,
split it right in two.

i know its wrong, but i just cant stop
its been months since ive last seen you
months since we last spoke,
but somehow, someway the scar is still new

the way you make me feel
its honestly quite scary
i would do anything, absolutely anything
just to have you love me.

and maybe this is wishful thinking
but then again, maybe someday you will see
i never wanted to feel like this
and how much you mean to me.

there arent even words to describe how i feel
you guys were my best friends
we were inseperable
and now...now we barely even talk
what happened...?
high school.
i lost my best friends and im all alone now
lost in a sea of people...
im surrounded by people..but ive never felt so alone
i know no one
sure ive made a few friends but..
but no they dont know me
they dont know every tiny detail
and i dont always like them
we dont always get along
but when i was with you guys...
it was nothing but laughs
and fun
and memories
i miss you
all of you.

*sorry...i needed to get this out...*

http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/1442328 
 

is anyone actually reading...?
 

IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THE BEGGINING(i doubt anyone has..) HERES A LINK(:
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The Pathetic Life and Times of Rachel Gregory

Chapter Six
*any suggestions for a diff title would be like fantasstic*(:

*this chapter is kinda unrealistic...so no comments bout that kay? thanks.:D


they called me down to the principals office where i saw matt & mrs. nichols.

"uh-oh," i thought, "this cant be anythng good." they both looked extrmely sad. matt came over and held "w-whats going on? wh-what happened?" i stuttered.
"rach," matt began, "Rachel, im so sorry." i was flipping out now.
"will someone please tell me whats going on?!"
"Rachel," Mrs. Nichols started, "Rachel, your-your mom is-is....."
"IS WHAT?!" i shouted, pulling away from Matt.
"Sick, Rach. shes really sick, like fatally ill. baby, im so sorry," Matt said as he pulled me back in. i let him this time
"We-well its okay, right...? i mean people get 'fatally ill' all the time right? doctors save them right?"
Matt sighed, "Rachel, love, it...i mean....she can...no, baby. im-im so sorry. babe, she wont live past the end of next week."
i looked upat the truly heartbroken look in his eyes & started to cry.

"b-b-bu-but.......she...cant....s-shes....m-my.....mom!"
Matt just held me as i cried. Mrs. Nichold told us to get into the car while she waited for Paige and Stacy then we could all drive down and see my mom. i followed Matt ouside. We waited in the very back seat of his mom's mini-van. I just cried into Matt's shoulder. He kissed the top of my head. I needed to get my mind of things, so I leaned up and kissed him. By the time everyone else got to the car we..uhm..well we were not in an appropriate position... Paige cleared her throat and we pulled apart to see everyone tear-streaked faces.

When we got to the hospital, I went in to see my mom. i looked over at the bed and saw her face. It was evident she had been crying. I thenran over to her. 

"Mom!"
"Racehl, its fine. Everythings ok!"
"But you-you..the sickness..?"
"They made a mistake," she said, "I dont know how the hell they did, but they did. And I have some very big news!"

 

 

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&& i know you wouldnta told nobody
if I died
died for you
*should be centered

*cold as you--taylor swift</3