Why does everyone look so damn
perfect,
I’m fifteen and I feel really
worthless,
My skin doesn’t look so
clean,
When I’ve got these freckles
covering me,
I wanna look like Katy
Perry,
Maybe Rihanna or Halle
Berry,
Beyonce never had problems like
me,
Bet she never felt so fat and
ugly
I wanna be skinny but I get so
hungry,
Got bad pains inside of my
tummy,
There’s a guy in school that I
hope might notice me,
But he never really
does.
So I’m trynna get thin so he
looks my way and he falls in love,
Until then I’ll just sit on the
bed,
Scratching these scissors across my
legs
She wrote to me telling me it’s
help she needs,
She said that she cries every night
and she’s weak,
I told her you just gotta try to
breathe,
She said I can’t cope
anymore…
And now I just
bleed