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This pain,
It's tearing me apart.
I love you;
My heart is breaking.
I can't handle this rejection,
it's killing me.
I think about you every second of every day,
I miss you.
You swept me off my feet,
Stole my heart completely.
I'm in love;
I've never experienced this kind of pain,
So much hurt that's weighing down my soul.
Come take it all away.
Give me some sign that you still care;
That you still feel the same.
I'm completely broken,
Lost without you.
My heart is beyond mending.
Why would you say you care,
That you want me happy;
Then go and do this?
I've never been in this much pain before.
My insides feel as if they're being squeezed too tightly,
Making me feel as if I might vomit.
My heartbeat is erratic,
Completely irregular.
Always;
My heart no longer beats at a normal pace.
My hands are cold,
My palms clammy.
My heart is in my stomach;
I'm weak.
Vulnerable.
My breathing comes in short gasps,
I begin to hyperventilate.
Tears well up in my eyes,
They're coming now;
Pouring out in torrents I never imagined possible.
There's a big hole in my chest,
Right where my heart used to be.
You took it,
Then broke it.
You tossed me away carelessly,
As if I was never anything more than a plaything to you.
I thought you were different;
I know you are.
Please just tell me that this is nothing more than a phase,
That I'm overreacting.
That you truly are the sweet, caring guy I believe you are.
I still have so much faith in you,
I'm always hoping that you will come back.
To show you still care;
Even in the littlest way.
This pain is unbearable,
I can't handle it anymore.
Please;
Just come and take it all away.
Hold me close and whisper sweet nothings in my ear,
Kiss my tummy when I'm in pain just like you once did.
Protect me from the storms,
Like you once told me you would.
I feel like you're breaking your promise,
You said you'd never leave;
Just come back and show me that you never meant to break it.
But most of all,
Just come back to me and end this pain;

I miss you,
Each and every day.
There's not a minute that goes by where you aren't on my mind.
I often walk around,
In the hopes of catching a glimpse of your face.
When I see you,
My heart drops into my stomach and I go weak.
I want nothing more than to be in your arms,
To feel your touch.
I've never fallen this hard before;
These urges are insane.
Late at night,
I want nothing more than to be able to feel your touch.
To hear your voice,
Making sure that I'm okay;
Asking what's on my mind.
I miss you;
My heart aches for you,
As my body yearns for you.
I can hardly stand it anymore;
I miss you like I've never missed anyone before.
Can you not see?
You're dear to me.
I miss you;

I love you,
Can't you see you that?
Maybe it's the way you talk,
The way you walk.
Or maybe it's just the way you look at me.
I knew from the first time you kissed me,
That you would be the only person I want.
Everything was perfect,
What happened?
Where did I go wrong?
What did I do?
Now you're like that beautiful stranger again.
Where did I go wrong?
You mean so much to me.
I'll never get over you.
I'll always love you.
I just want what we had back.
Everything was so perfect.
I often cry myself to sleep at night,
Wishing for the comfort of your arms once more.
The warmth and safety I once felt there;
I need that.
You say I did nothing wrong,
Then why are you doing this?
You said you always wanted me happy,
What happened?
This isn't happiness,
This is hell.
You know I'm miserable,
Yet you make no attempt to fix this.
My heart is in a thousand pieces,
Only you can fix it.
Do you want to?
You know I love you,
You're the only person I'll ever want.
The only person I'll ever love.
Can't you see?
I need you.
I feel like I'm nothing without you.
I love you;

If you love someone,
put their name in a circle, not a heart.
Because a heart can break, but a circle goes on forever.<3

I didn't come up with this.
It was on a magazine at church and I thought it was cute(: