I know what it's like to never want to leave the bathroom
floor.
I know what it's like to cry in the shower because no one can
hear you.
I know what it's like for my only fear to be waking up in the
morning.
I know what it's like to want to end it all.
I just
can't seem to escape
This damn razor.
These damn cuts.
These damn scars.
These damn tears.
These damn memories.
This damn pain.
This damn life.
I just can't
escape it.
The memories of us haunt me,
the flashbacks of moments I would die to forget
So I just shut my eyes as tears fall down
and silently wish the pain away.
I get this really heavy feeling in my chest.
It hurts so much & there is no denying that the pain
exists.
For a few seconds I can't even breathe.
& then I just c r y .
this must be how it feels to have a broken heart.