your friend told you i was
crying, i get a phone call one minute later with your name on the
caller i.d;
i pick it up right away and use my whole might to say
'hello', but i'm crying way too hard to even speak;;
"i heard you were crying..why?."
i tell him everything.. feeling after feeling: you don't
reply to my texts. why are you ignoring me? you left me with out
a reason..
he tells me to calm down and take deep breathes along with
him.
before i know it, i'm crying even harder than before.
"are you crying again?" no, i'm just so happy to hear your voice right
now.
"don't cry over me, i don't hate you, i just don't
know what i want. i don't know whats going on inside of my head.
promise me you won't cry again."
i sit there in silence and finally say.. "i promise."
"i will think about things and talk to you later." "do you promise me?"
...
"i can't promise you that because if i break it, i
would be lying."
.... "i can't promise you i won't cry again because if
i break it, i would be lying."