leilers_green1021

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Hey! I'm Leilani! I'm fifteen (finally!) years young and my birthday's May 9th. I used to be a competitive dancer and all star cheerleader. Yeah, it's a lot! I love One Direction with a burning passion LOLZ. Haha I love my friends and I'm really fun and sweet when you get to know me. When people first meet me they think I'm rude or stand-off-ish but I'm just guarded. To anyone reading this, you're gorgeous and I Love You! :) <3 Follow me on twitter if you have one! @leils_green7583 Get to know me loves! I promise you won't regret it! :)

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On Tuesday, October 23rd 2012, at 1:43 am, my best friend died. Him and three other friends snuck out to go pumpkin stealing. The boy that was driving lost control of the car and hit a house. My best friend flew through the wind shield and died on the scene. The two other boys are alright and I'm so glad I still have them. The one that was driving is physically ok but has been put under suicide watch because he blames himself. I just want him to know that we all still love him and that no one blames him, it was a dumb mistake and it could've been any of us. My best friend's wake was on Friday and his funeral was yesterday and I couldn't go to either because I had to get my wisdom teeth taken out but the point of this is to get his story out and to write how what happened because I miss him so much and I love him with all my heart and I never got the chance to tell him that. 
Hey everyone, so recently I've been feeling a lot of pain in my back from cheer again. I have a curved spine, which can lead to Scoliosis. But that's not the problem. My parents think might have pulled a ligament in my back that never had a chance to heal since I never have any real down time. I don't want to have to be out and injured because cheer just started, but I'm in pain 24/7 now and I just don't know what to do about it.
So last night I had a "Heart to Heart" with my mom, and I've realized I really can't talk to her about anything. My mom tries to ignore the personal issues and ny insecurities because I'm supposed to be her golden child. I put on a huge front, I pretend to be confident and to have a high self-esteem but honestly, I doubt EVERYTHING I do. The voice in my head is constantly telling me I'm not good enough or that I could have done better than that. I look in the mirror and wonder how I have friends. I go to practice and wonder how I made the team. I just had to let this out today because I've just been bottleing up for so long.
So today's officially my first day of summer! There's just one problem.... it's raining! I'm sitting here in my local library with Mira (my little sister) and my brother, Eric, is twenty minutes late. Usually we would have just walked home but neither of us want to get so we're just waiting. My mom is going to be so mad at him... so much for going to Six Flags this weekend
So when I got home today I found my little sister (Mira) trying to count the money in her piggy bank. Being the great big sister I am, I decided to help her count. When we finished we counted that she had 364 dollars and 72 cents.... I'm still trying to figure out how she got that much money. She's only 7 and I'm 15 and I don't even have 10 dollars
It's my birthday!!!! Finally fifteen!!