lelemeff

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I'm afraid of losing the ones I love, and need the most. Not having someone to fall back on. & It kills me not having the person I want, because I only want what I cant have. I have big dreams that lie ahead of me, and I have a heart full of wishes, that I'm wishing on. I'm cherishing every moment that I'm given, and smiling with every word that I say. I'm not sure if forever really exsits, but I'm dying to find out.

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I just want to know..

how many of you are sitting at home
crying your eyes out
because all you want is reinsurance ?

that your still pretty
that your still enough
and that he still loves you?


and how many of you are going to wish tonight, like i am, that he loves you just as much as you love him?

i just want to see if im the only one feeling like this.





 

& it hurts to know that  is all we would ever be..;
A reckless, heart broken, memory
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& Now I understand why they say
 

never let anyone become your everything,
cause when they leave,
you'll have nothing/

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Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard, you can barley breathe. It's that feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong, It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you've spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go, but letting new ones come in. & all the while, realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.
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How is it that we've gone from being two halves to a whole to not even able to make eye contact in the hallway

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I picked up the cards and saw hearts.
I folded and said, "I don't deal with love".

Don't Worry Sweetheart;
I Swear Someday This Will All Make Sense
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the feeling of mixed emotions,
not knowing what to feel and how to feel it.
you're trying to hold back and stop yourself from crying, but it makes it worse.
Cause one second everything was absolutely perfect,
and then you wake up, and your now standing off a ledge, trying to hold on to something, anything; to keep you from falling..



 


 


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& Now I understand why they say
 

never let anyone become your everything,
cause when they leave,
you'll have nothing/

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it hurts..
because I gave it everything i had.
it hurts because i know I'm not good enough anymore.
it hurts because I've let my guard down, and fell for you.
it hurts because if i were to walk away, i know you wont be coming back..
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