I dread
winter.
I'm going to
die a little inside each day.
I won't be able to look at the snow.
I won't be able to touch it.
I wont be able to drive through those streets at night.
I wont be able to curl up in that blanket.
I wont be able to see you without my heart breaking .
Winter just holds too many great memories
with some great people.
and I know for a fact
i'll never relive those
moments
again...
1) Self harmed? yes but not for a long time
2) Got into a real fight? na, i punched someone and she did nothing back
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? never
4) Tried to commit suicide? never
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? i tell the truth most of the time
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? That 70's Show...♥
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Definetly.
8) Accused someone of using you? Yea
10) Gotten drunk/high? Both..
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? no
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? no to watch tv haha
13) Suicidal? no
14) Bored? yes
15) Avoiding someone? no
16) Avoiding some task? kinda....:/
17) Depressed? not really
18) Crying? na
19) Annoyed with a friend? Always :D
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? yes!
21) Get depressed easily? not at all
22) Get jealous/envious easily? very
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? ALL.THE.TIME
24) Worry about messing up your relationship a lot? don't have one....
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? hell no
26) Go out drinking? when the opportunity comes up IM THERE!
27) Smoke cigarettes? only once in a while
28) Smoke weed? Yes
29) Do any hard drugs? Never and don't plan on it
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Because weed isn't that serious. The effects arent harmfull. It ISNT addicting, and I've never even been around hard drugs.
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? Yes
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? ..no i show them my love
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? ....im not sure about that one....helped me a little
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Yes
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) er..sure?
36) Think things will get better? yes, they always do
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? All the time....
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) umm i dont judge, no. I get mad when they question my thinking though.
39) Long hair OR short hair? doesnt matter
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? Smile. IDGAF about abs. honestly.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open? open
43) Eyes OR body? Both
44) Religious OR non-religious? non. they can believe in God, like me, but I dont want an overly religous boyfriend. I'd get annoyed
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? caring without being restricting lol ;)
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? what the hell does that mean?
47) Piercings OR no piercings? piercings are okay...
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? tattoos!!!
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? party :D
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? parents i get along with
He’s not perfect. You aren’t either.
and the two of you will never be perfect.
But if he can make you laugh at least once,
causes you to think twice,
and if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto him and give him the most you can.
He isn’t going to quote poetry,
he’s not thinking about you every moment,
but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break.
Don’t hurt him, don’t change him,
and don’t expect for more than he can give.
Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he’s not there.
Love hard when there is love to be had.
Because perfect guys don’t exist,
but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.
~ Bob Marley