let_it_outt

The first 10 people who help, ill follow:

So my friend and I both like the same guy
He moved into me neighborhood not long ago.
All he does is smoke weed & get high.
I talk to him every once in a while - but hes always high.
When we talk, he says we have "chemistry"
But then we wont talk for maybe a week or two,
what should I do? I mean I really like him
but he keeps giving me mixed thoughts.
When I see him outside, he would just grab me into
his arms and hug me like theres no tomorrow.
and now, im at the point where im confused.

i need help !!! ):
im sorry it's so long D:


i had a thing with this guy and i liked him but then this boy moved right near me and we started to date,
but I cheated on him with the guy I used to have a thing with.
And my boyfriend found out and dumped me, and i actually fell in love with him.
And I cheated on him before i fell so hard.
And he gave me a second chance, for a day and then broke up with me again D:
And he wont take me back and he says he loves me to much,and he doesn't wanna get too attched and then lose me.And he's saying that we can't ever talk or be friends because it's to hard  )':

But I can't just watch him go.
I need him back,
That was the first time i've ever cheated and i only pecked the guy,
but thats no excuss.
And im so sorry and i want him back so bad.
i LOVE HIM.
And before him, i always didn't believe in love. ):

What should I do?

1.Be his friend and barely ever talk to him ):
2.Beg to get a third chance.
3.Let him get outta my life forever
4.Be his friend and tell him that we are actually gunna hangout and not be those fake bullshit friends.. ):

Or whatever else you think will be better ?!

I'm Pagan.
 <3 Favorite, so I know I'm not all alone..  <blessed be

im absolutely and terrifyingly in love with you, 
but i dont think you can tell.

My best guy friend always talks about his girlfriends and tells me about hot girls he saw...
and he'll never know I love him
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Girls , dont worry, your prince charming will come sooner or later.

I didnt think so either, and now i have the most amazing boyfriend everrr!
but we have sexxx alot :/ just for himm. I'm afraid he will dump me if i say no.
i always have to be around him in the shortest outfitss.

comment and tell mee if i should keep going out with himm
because im sortaa confused right noww & cant talk to anyonee.

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