want to know my real
I push people away, when I need
I get jealous easy, because I'm terrified that you'll find
someone better than me.
everyone I love ends up leaving me, and I'm scared of getting
I can't make friends easily, or connect properly with people,
because I'm scared they'll just find someone prettier,
nicer, better, funnier and more exciting than me.
I always say the wrong thing in arguments.
I'll tell you to go away, when all I want you to do is stay,
and tell me that everything will be alright, that it'll all be
I can never say the right thing, or do anything right.
this is why I always end up alone.