lexybaybay741

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Hello Fellow Wittians :)
I'm Alexis. But call me Lexy :p or Izzy.
My dad died on 12/26/2011.
I'm depressed, and a lot of other things.
I need a witty friend :3
Snapchat: al3788
Facebook is Lex Witty
Twitter is @lexy3788
HMU :)
I tried to kill myself quite a few times..
I do still cut(regrettfully) its an addiction that I can't stop.
I love all of you.

Stay Beautiful and I'm always here to talk. Love you guys <3


 

lexybaybay741's Favorite Quotes




Happiness is waking up, looking at the clock,
and finding that you still have two hours left to sleep.  Happiness is a side dish of french fries.  Happiness is a new
sweatshirt on a cold Saturday morning.    Happiness is winning an argument with your sister.     Happiness is having
something to look forward to. Happiness is the best seat at the parade. Happiness is having the bell ring just as you
are being called on to recite. Happiness is a big muscle. Happiness is loving your enemies. Happiness is hearing the
hearing  the  pediatrician  say,  "No, I guess she won't have to have a shot."  Happiness is an autographed baseball.
Hapiness is being tickled under the chin. Happiness is coming home from the hospital. Happiness is a circus balloon.
Happiness is being named "Best in Show."   Happiness is finally getting your big teeth.    Happiness is a stack of old
comic books. Happiness is a Christmas vacation with no book reports to write.  Happiness is catching snowflakes on
your tongue.  Happiness is surprising your Dad by shoveling the sidewalk before he gets home. Happiness is licking
  the  bowl. Happiness  is  playing  cards  with  Grandma. Happiness  is  sleeping  in  the  back seat on the way home.
  Happiness is  getting  all  your  Christmas  "thank  you"  letters  written. Happiness is singing "Blessed Assurance" at
  Camp Meeting.   Happiness is wearing the band from your Dad's cigar.   Happiness us being too sick to go to school,
but not too sick to watch TV. Happiness is being able to walk home from school without having to worry about getting

 getting beaten up.   Happiness is a sad song.   Happiness is knowing
                               you've made it through one more day.

Happiness is a Sad Song
by Charles Schultz         
Maybe this is what the Mayans predicted.

Not an asteroid, or a solar flare, but the end of what we are.
We no longer cherish life, or other people, animals, or the earth an all the resources put on it.
War, genocide, abuse, senseless mass murder, animal cruelty, gluttony, greed; it's all a waste.

Look around you, the end of the world is already here.

 

You got a fast car

And I want a ticket to go anywhere  

Maybe we make a deal

Maybe together we can get somewhere


 

 
it's like, you think he's different,
from the rest. no. you're wrong.
he's just lik ♥   the rest of them

 TeReasonWhy

NOTE

 Hey..people who read this story. I'm SO sorry to those who were waiting for the next chapter to this story, i feel really bad that i haven't uploaded in a bagillion years and just left you guys hanging.
And I'm not going to lie to you guys and tell you i was in the hospital in critical condition or something like that, cause that's not the case.
I kind of just got writers block, even though I knew where the story was going..?
I'm sorry, i'm a super confusing person.
I wouldn't blame any of you if you just stopped reading this story cause i didnt upload. But, I would appreciate if whoever is willing to continue reading this story can fave this quote right here, right after you read it? Just so I know that there may be some of you who haven't gave up, or who are willing to come back to reading this story? Anyways, thank you if that's the case, and thanks for wasting some of your time on this note of mine.
 Bye.
:'o

_________________________________________


 
 




havvery cool true story. 
When my mom and her brother were very little, about 5 ish, her brother said he hated red-heads. He said if he had a red-head child, he would kill it.
Obviously, he grew up and doesn't think about that anymore.

Now, listen to this and remember what he said about red heads.
So about 16 or 17 years ago, my mom's little brother's wife was pregnant. It was expected that they were going to get a boy. A night before they had the baby, my mom had a dream. Her dream was that her grandma (who has passed away already) came into her dream. Her grandma told my mom, "Dear, your brother is going to have a girl tomorrow. A girl! Not a boy. And get this! The girl will be a red-head!"

The next morning, my mom got a call from her brother.
He said to her, "Wow, we had the baby! It's a girl, not a boy after all! And she's a... red head."


Wow. This is so weird... what are the chances? And no one in my family even has red hair. Both coincidential and just.. weird!


 

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          closure
              if you're going to
              leave my life
              at least close the door
              behind you
              because the cold winds
              still rush through the door
              and linger around my home
              leaving an eerie chill
              that just reminds me of you
              and of course i get curious
              so from time to time
              i follow the footsteps
              you left behind
              and each time i see you
              you seem
              perfectly fine








 
format jimmy365

 
What you SHOULD say to people dealing with any of these
Anxiety: This too shall pass, even if that sounds corny and cliche. Your anxiety will subside, you are not dying, you will not die from this, everything is going to be fine. Keep taking deep breaths, try and stay focused.
Depression: You are valid and your emotions are valid. You are a good, strong person, even if you don't feel like you are right now. Things do get better, and I know you can get through this.
Se.xual Orientation: Your body, your life, your bedroom. You choose what you do with it, and I get no say in the matter, because I am not you. I'll respect you no matter what.
Bipolar: The sun also rises. For all your bad days, weeks, or longer--you also have good ones just beyond the horizon. You know better than anyone what it means to finally hit those "highs" in your life. And I hope that you just keep growing and strengthening yourself through your treatment to extend those happy moments.
Self harm: This is your body and I'll never pass judgement over you for the things you choose to do with it. However, you should really consider speaking with a counselor about this. Not because you're "bad", but because I just want you to be safe.
Eating disorders: It's okay to eat, you have permission. Eating will not make you fat, ugly, or worthless. Eating will make you strong, healthy, and lively. You deserve to eat, you deserve happiness.
Abuse: What they did was wrong, and you had no consenting part in it. You have no need to feel guilty or shamed, although I understand that may be exactly how you are feeling right now. They're the ones at fault here, and the ball is entirely in your court if you choose to report them for that, which you are rightfully entitled to do.
Suicide: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are valuable and your existence is valuable. There are billions of people on this planet, and even if you think everyone hates you and no one cares, they do and they will. You can find so many friends and loved ones if you just allow yourself the time to look for them. The world turns out to be a beautiful place and you deserve to be alive to see that.
Se.xual assault: What they did was vile and disgusting. Yes, you're now left with this horrible, traumatic event to move on from, but your life is not entirely lost. Recovery is possible, and an unfortunately large number of people have to go through that-- but they make it to the other side. So can you, you can do this. You're not dirty, you're not a "s|ut" or a "wh0re", you are a human being whose rights were violated. But you are strong, and I know you can move past this in due time.
Multiple Personality Disorder: I'll always love you no matter who you are. I only hope the absolute best for you during your recovery and treatment, and maybe one day I'll be so privileged as to love you as one whole.
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder: The pain of suddenly reliving horrific events is almost unimaginable for me. Please try and remember that although it feels like it's real and it's happening right now, that it's not. You are okay, you are fine, and you are safe. You are in the present here and now, and that past can't manifest itself again to come and physically hurt you. Everything is just fine, these feelings will pass and you're going to be okay.
Schizophrenia: I am real and I can promise you that. I care. Try and find something grounding for you, an object that you can cling to to help you distinguish between whether or not you're hallucinating. You are not a freak, you are not a monster. You're a human being with rights and emotions who happens to be ill right now.
I am that sl-t. 
The one he cheated on you with.
The one girls are scared of their boyfriend partying with.
I will suck or f-ck it if he says I'm pretty.
I will suck or f-ck it if I'm drunk.
Why? I don't like feeling like this!
Why? I hate my reputation too!
I never meant for you to get hurt...
I never meant to be a homewrecker...
I know he never really cared for me.
I know a boy will never want me for me.
I am that sl-t.
And I want you to know I'm sorry.

 
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