lhopkins

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Quotes by lhopkins

Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. You’re mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
And I remember it all. I remember what shirts you wore, I remember the first text you sent to me. I remember your shoes, you voice, your smell, I remember the exact day of our first kiss. I remember every feeling I felt, I remember all the hopes I had, I remember everything I gave up. I remember how my life changed, I remember the things you said, I remember the first time you said those three little words I’ll never forget. I remember your crooked smile, the way you played with my hair, the way you held me so tight I couldn’t breathe but I loved it more than anything. I remember our first kiss, I remember the way your face looked so close to mine, I remember the way my fingers fit so perfectly into yours. I remember every word you said, every look you gave, I remember how I couldn’t talk about anything but you. I remember everything about you; your perfect hair and your gorgeous face and the way you could never do anything wrong. But I also remember the last day, the last kiss, the last text. I remember all the tears I cried, I remember feeling worthless, I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came. I remember the lack of explanation, I remember seeing you with her, I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all. I remember feeling used and broken and like nobody understood, especially not you. I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you. I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember thinking about you, dreaming about you, wishing for you.I remember believing with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short. I remember imagining all these things, all these moments that were supposed to happen but didn’t. I remember drifting away from you, and drifting back to this freakish relationship we like to call a friendship. But you and me, we can never be “friends”. There’s always been something more in the way we look at each other, and you know it. So here I am, looking at you, feeling all the emotions I’ve always felt when I look at you. I know we can never have back what we had before, but maybe we can start something new. I love you. And I remember. Tell me you remember, too.
Her favorite song will say more about her
then her mouth ever will.
She wants to paint a picture,
A picture with a twist
She wants to paint a picture,
A picture on her wrist
And when she paints this picture,
a fountain will appear,
And if she presses hard enough;
the pain will disappear.
Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.
Its all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back
i know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside
i don't need you in my life, i can walk past you and pretend like we never loved each other, i can quit calling/texting or having any contact with you.. but i do hope you realize it's killing me inside.  even if it doesn't hurt you at all.

broken, bruised, forgotten, sore,
too fuckked up to care anymore,
wounded, scarred, cut, bleeding,
taking it all, but i'm still needing
beautiful, pretty, i've got it all,
can't they see i'm about to fall?
swallowed pills, throbbing head
society's killing me, i'm almost dead
way too tired for holding on,
society killed me, now i'm gone.