the guy i've liked for a year,
the one i've thought about 24/7, the one i compared
everyone else to, the reason i didnt like anyone else becuase they
arent like him, that guy, the one i truely like and may even love,
who i thought was developing feelings for me too, the guy
who took me star gazing and cuddled with while listening to
his songs as he sung them to me while i wore his jacket and he
held me tight, the one who me and him are now very close, the guy
who kissed me on the cheek with such affection it ment more to
me then an actual kiss, yeah him.
He just told me he misses
his ex-girlfriend and that he'll talk to me later.
That girl who broke his
heart, liked a guy the whole time they were dating, made him soo
upset at times where he wouldnt even talk to me, the girl who
ditched him for other guys and didnt answer his texts, voicemails,
or chats. yeah her.
I guess im not good enough,
i guess being always there for him through thier on-again-off-again
breakups and fights, being there to hug him and support him and to
cheer him up, being there to listen to his stories and
problems and whatever was on his mind, laughing and goofing
off, fiting the excact description of the dream girlfriend he
would awlays describe, i guess all that just wasnt
enough.
i guess i'm not good
enough for him.
and now that my heart is
breaking and my eyes dripping with tears, i guess it doesnt matter
because he wont be the one to hold me tight and swipe them from my
face anymore.