I wish my parents understood,
why it's so hard for me to get good grades,
why i just want to go out and have fun,
why it's important for me to hangout with friends.
i wish they understood,
how much i'm in love,
how much it hurts when they say they hate me,
how sometimes i want to be alone.
I wish my boyfriend
understood,
why i dont like hearing how sweet he is to other girls,
why i get my mad at him alot,
why he needs to just listen.
I wish he understood,
how much it would hurt me if I lost him,
how hard it is to have a boyfriend with my parents,
how my friends get mad when i hangout with him.
I wish my friends
understood,
why everything is so hard for me,
why i miss so many things,
why i get mad at stupid things,
I wish they understood,
how much they mean to me,
how much they've helped me through,
how amazing they are.
I wish I understood,
why everything happens,
why so many people hate me,
why i can never do anything right,
i wish i understood,
how people could act like that,
how to be a better person,
how to stop annoying so many
people.
When it comes down to it,
Nobody understands
anything.
& today in
gym class,
we both happened to get out in
dodgeball.
Standing there in the
sidelines,
we somehow actually talked to eachother,
having the first conversation we've had in like a
year.
She brought up a funny story that happened in 2nd
grade.
We laughed.. together.
I wanted to cry right then & there,
just at the thought that we could be friends
again
♥
I miss saying sisters forever.
I miss the inside jokes.
I miss my second family.
I miss you so much.