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 part 16 // peanut43998

             "What?" I took a deep breath. I pushed passed her.
             "Ma'am, you can't go passed the tape." A police officer said. He had a very low voice. My hand threw up to my throat when I saw his adams apple. It moved up and down when he talked.
             "That's my house." I said over my shoulder. I took a running start and jumped over the tape, feeling like a super hero. Reality hit me when I fell flat on my face into the hard ground. I rubbed my nose when I stood up. My head felt 10 pounds heavier than it was. They found her? I felt sweat soak my shirt.
              I ran through the front door where they were doing investigation. Several police officers were in the house, taking things with their gloves and examining them. 
              "Miss, you can't be in here right now." I ignored the plump officer trying to stop me.
              "Where is she?" I asked, out of breath. "I need to see her." I faked being worried. I really wanted to see her to see what she looked like.
              "You have to leave." He said in a calm manner.
              "Okay, I'll find her myself." I shrugged and ran right passed him. I stopped and put my hand over my mouth when I saw her in the living room. She was under a black sheet on a stretcher. No one was in the living room. I shut the doors behind me and locked them. 
               I took a step closer, taking a shaky breath. I looked away as I rolled the sheet down to reveal her face. I turned my head back slowly and gasped. Her eyes were open and rolled back. 
              "Oh my God." I whispered and fell to the ground. I wasn't expecting that. Why did I look?! I stood up again and covered her face back up. "I'm sorry." I whispered and cried as hard as I possibly could. "I'm so so sorry." I weeped. "I just wanted to be like you. I wanted everything you had. I just wanted to be you. And when I did that to you, I was expecting an easy life. I wanted everything to be like you had it. People to pay attention to me. People to love me. My own family to love me. But now, Emma knows, and I want to take it all back. I'm sorry. I love you, Ashley. I love you." I was surprised at the words I was blurting out. I put my hand on her white hand hanging over the stretcher. It was freezing. I snatched it back and walked away.
              I gasped at the sight I saw when I opened the doors.  
              Officer Wilson was standing at the door with his arms crossed over his chest. I wiped the tears from my cheeks.
              "How much of that did you hear?" I laughed nervously. A tear escaped my eye.
              "All of it." He narrowed his eyes. "You're in big trouble, Cassandra." 

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