yes dont be done...i know what your going threw belive me i turely do and the thing is right now you feel like crap like you are nothing to anyone but time will help you heal and you dont need to cut yourself becuse of other people its not worth it becuase that is something you can never take back , trust me... those girls were not your best friends if they are going to go around telling people your secerts or dating the guy you have been in love with the truth is hun that happens to everyone and though its hard you gotta find the true people out there that are gonna be there for you threw thick and thin and they are out there belive it or not just be yourself and dont let other put you done..I will pray for you and i hope god's amazing plan for you will shine out soon/..I am here if you need some help i am sure i can relate