What you wrote me was amazing and I dont want to die its just I cant get away from everything...Ive been waiting a year and im tired of watching things get worse...I cant take it...My parents have watched me depress myself and they know what those people do to me everyday...They have done nothing but watch...Yeah it might affect them once im gone but if it takes that long for them to notice their own daughters troubles and feelings then in all honesty they must not care that much...
you have to take it into there perspective too. maybe they really do see how much pain your in. but how are they suppose to react? they don't know 100% what to do and they might think that you dont want them to do anything. i know that sounds stupid but somthimes you really dont want your parents getting into all of your busineess or maybe they dont know obviously somthing is wrong but you need to let them know so they can really help you. everyone cares about you. maybe you dont relieze it. your important to this world. Everyone counts on you. everyone loves you. and im here for you if you ever need to talk.
truth is; you're prettty and i like your quotes! i like going to the mall better with my mom than with my friends too haha we should talk sometime and i hope everything is going welll:)