lilmissdramaqueen

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Joined: December 22, 2007
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Hey it's Sarahboo [;
I'll love you if you let me <3
I'm currently taken by the best
man in the entire world. People search
their whole lives, to find what i found in his eyes [:
-Get to know me,i might surprise you <3

Quotes by lilmissdramaqueen

yes attention from boys feels good
but knowing that im too good for
most of them feels even better.
I longed for love, but part of me said to
forget that fairy tale: "Give it up. there
arent any good guys out there. and
even if there were, they wouldnt want you."
So have some confidence in yourself and some faith
in God. the regrets about your past may seem over
whelming, but god's love is greater
Could there be a bigger lie that we feed ourselves.?
i said it a million times. i knew i was getting hurt,
but i played it off and acted invincible. even as i said
it, i thought of the tears i was shedding behind closed
doors. i tried to ignore the hurt i caused myself, my
family, my future husband. i didnt even want to
think about god and what he felt watching his daughter
slowly distroying herself.
There was a tug-of-war going on in my conscience.
I wanted my self respect back, but i was scared of
the price i would have to pay.
Unfortunately you cant hide from yourself when you're all alone.
when i went to bed at night, i knew i was living a lie. We all lied
to our parents, but it took me a while before i realized i was
lying to myself.
i did the same things over and over,
trying to convince myself that "next
time it will be better, its no big deal."
What was i thinking? we knew all along what stupid
things we did, but we drank to cover the shame and
then we blamed the alcohol as a pathetic way to say
it wasnt our fault. then we went back to the party to
numb the pain of an unhappy life, and the cylce went on
.
What i used to find so alluring  suddenly
filled me with disgust. it was all fake. . .
with a drink in hand, we were trying to
convince everyone that we were happy
so that maybe we'd convince ourselves
if someone accepts you with a mask on,
at least you feel accepted. who knows if
they're accept you without the mask...?
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