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And last
night,
i promised
myself
that if anthing
were to
happen to us,
if we were to
break up or
apart forever, that
i wouldn't stay
here. i promised
myself if that were
to happen, that i
would take my life, that very night.i
would end me.
the most teriffying thing
about it? was that i could
feel the sick
twist and turn of my stomach, as
i
made that devotion, that oath.
i swore myself to it,
as i did, i felt it
slowly sink in, as a knew that it
would become true,
no matter what i
did,
no matter if i didni't want to,or was
afraid,
i didn't want to live without you. i
can't.
i've tried before. and
now, with you
in my life again, i'm
afraid that i
will never be able to
let go
of you ever in my
life
completely if
you
leave me
again.
♥
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