lilybye

Status: Stood on the edge, tied to a noose, but you came along, and you cut me loose<3
Joined: December 26, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 255660
Location: Iowa
Gender: F

Quotes by lilybye









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Living and being alive ,
are two different things.
 living 
is wanting to be here;
it's being happy, and
wanting to breathe

 being alive,
is going through
the motions, ignoring
the pain in your chest,

pretending
to be
 happy.





 
i know that you're in pain
but if we die at the same 
time, does it still
scare you?





 




 
"Why not just stop?" he asks her, a frown forming into duisgust.
"You don't get it!" she screams. "It's the only way i can feel something, 
to cut myself in to shreds. Letting the blood trail down my legs and arms, 
that's what keeps me here, that's what reminds me that i still have to breathe,
that i can get by and act like i'm alright. That i'll only have one more day in this hell.
That's the only way that i can keep on breathing, that i won't have to kill myself tonight."






 

Three Years.
                    Three years i have waited for this-
 {{{{{To finally date you.}}}}}
                                              After three years of waiting for a reply,
Of dating someone else to try and get my mind off of you,
                            i have got you back in my arms.
You are mine now,
                         and even though it's only been a  << day ,>>
I pray that I won't lose you as fast as I did before.
                                    I promise you that i will try everything i can
so that i won't \\\\\lose you again./////
 

You  guy,
i finally got help today.

 

That moment
when your mother asks, " Where's that cut from? "
and after you struggle  with  a bad excuse to give
her,she stares at you as if she knows that it's
not the truth,that you did that to yourself,and
then she turns around,and acts as if  she saw
nothing.
 


d   ,
i was at a friends house
 her room is the attic. And as 

  i looked outside her window,
i almost said out loud,

 i could jump out and die.
T h e   s c a r y   t h i n g ?
i  wanted to

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And last night,
i promised myself
that if anthing were to 
happen to us, if we were to
break up or apart forever, that
 i  wouldn't stay here.  i  promised
myself  if that were  to happen, that i
would take my life, that very night.i would end me.
the most teriffying thing about it? was that i could 
feel  the  sick  twist  and turn  of  my stomach, as i 
made that devotion, that oath. i swore myself to it,
as i did,  i felt it slowly sink in,  as a knew that it
would  become true,  no matter what i  did,

no matter if i didni't want to,or was afraid, 
i didn't want to live without you. i can't.
i've tried before. and now, with you
in my life again, i'm afraid that i
will never be able to let go
of you ever in my life
completely if you
leave me again.






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