This is the second day I'm home, because my mom won't let
me go to school. The bullying won't stop, even though
we've gone to the school and the police. I don't know how
much longer I can hold on and keep going. Sitting home alone, all
the knives and medicine cabinets so close..so tempting. I mean,
it'd only be another visit to the hospital, right? It would
only be another cut on the wrist, right? It's not like I want
to die, I just want the pain to stop. But I feel like I'm
letting go.