littlejinx

Status: watching harry potter....
Joined: July 24, 2012
Last Seen: 1 month
user id: 320152
happy being miserable
 
 

littlejinx's Favorite Quotes

I can't imagine how much it would have hurt
I can't let it go 
I can't take my words back
I can only try to fix
But it's not about me-
It shouldn't be.

I feel so selfish.
I'm sorry.
A thousand sorries
will still won't be enough.

It hurts that I hurt.
It's not okay.
I lie when I say it's okay.
It's been so silent
where have the months gone?

I'm still struggling
I thought I was over it
but I wasn't.

Hate to see everything fall apart
Hate that I don't feel important anymore.
Or Maybe I never was.

Why do I complain?
I'm so selfish
I'm never okay with what I have.

Please don't go
I'm weak
I can't survive on my own

I'm tired
Can I get a break?
Tired of myself
Nothing I do is ever right
I'm a headache

I wish you weren't me
What an awful stranger
that I never wanted to be
Another year passes
and i'm scared to grow up
Scared to grow apart.

Are you happy?
that you are unsure
and unaware of everything
that's always been around

Are you sad?
that you missed chances
that you could have easily
gotten

Are you confused?
wondering why or where
or how you are stuck

Are you angry?
hurting your own storybook
with wrong paths

Are you done?
is a stupid question to ask
because you aren't
Do I deserve your kindness ?
It feels new.
Writing a new story  
it still has you in it 
i miss you.




 The worst part is, I have split so badly that nothing matters anymore. I feel nothing, I can't attach to anyone and nothing feels real. Not even my closest friend.
 






 It's pathetic that i just drop everything for you, but it's never returned.