littlemizzclutz

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No matter what anyone says. Your strong, your beautiful and someday you will find your prince. I found mine when I least expected it. Trust me, he's out there. No matter how bad things are, I'm here. I've been threw a lot and I would be glad to help email me at: littlemizzclutz@gmail.com

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friendship

One day, I'm gonna break free.
And there is NOTHING you can do about it.

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story

Honestly?
I want to scream at you. I want to tell you to back off and let me live MY life.
Yea.
MY LIFE. NOT OURS OR YOURS MINE.

But I can't.
I'm to weak.

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vent

Do you honestly not see?
How much you fricken effect me.

Can you look me in the eye and tell me with a straight face that you can't see?
You can't see the shaking hands, the trembling knife ready to cut, the food being thrown away instead of eating, the tears, the hurt...

Do you honestly not see it?
Or are you just ignoring because you like seeing me this way.
Seeing me wanting to cut and die because I'm happy when I have the one person you want.


I know you see what your doing to me.
Tell me why.

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Catching yourself smiling just because you were thinking about him. Smiling everytime his name lights up your phone phone screen. Checking your phone a million times in one second just because you think he may have texted back you just just just missed it because your phone didn't vibrate when it came. Waking up at 4am just so you can look your best for him. him him Staying up until the wee hours in the morning just so you can talk to him longer. Listening to love songs on repeat just just just because you finally have someone to remind you of them. Smelling his sweatshirt over and over and over justjust just because it smells like him. Hugging him and feeling like nothing else could ever be this amazing. Kissing him and feeling feeling like your floating. Standing on your tiptoes at an assembly just so you can try and get a glimspe of him. Pretending to be be be cold just so he holds you. Calling your friends in the middle of the night just so they can help you dissect what he said to you so you can figure out if he likes you back. Doing anything you can to stay with him. Looking at his smile and knowing that no matter what happens you never want him to stop smiling. Hurting when he hurts. Smiling when he smiles. Crying when he crys. Hugging him for what feels like forever on a friday after school because you know you won't be able to see him until the next week. Giving up what you want just so they can be happy. Putting him before yourself. Freaking out over his first meeting with your father just because you want him to like the boy so you can continue dating him. Looking at him and realizing that you don't want anyone else. Feeling like everything is going to be okay just by seeing him. Wishing time stood still when your with him, just so you won't ever hafta leave. Missing him even seconds after the last time you saw him. Wishing that teleporting powers really did exist just so you could spend more time with him and that you could fall asleep being held in his arms. Realizing he's the last thing on your mind when you fall asleep and the first when you wake up. Dreaming about him. Worrying that your future might not have him in it. Reading love stories and imagining that's you too. Getting jealous over every girl he talks to but trusting him enough to know he won't hurt you. Trusting him with everything you have in you, even though your scared shitless and it's against everything about you. Missing him over the weekend. Missing his hugs and his kisses and his warmth. Wishing that you could do anything just to see him smile. Wanting to take away his pain more than anything in the world. Walking down the hallway with your hands intertwined and you wouldn't want it any other way. Being yourself yourself around him. Letting him be himself because you wouldn't want it any other way. Trusting him to catch you. Love.
 
Love
 
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love

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Suicide is a permanant solution.
To a temporary problem.
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inspirational
To my parents: Having the perfect grades, perfect body, perfect hair, perfect everything. Being the one daughter that they can say they had as teenagers and she's gorgeous and everyone should be jealous.

Perfection.

To me: Being myself in a world where everyone is to busy trying to be like the person next to them. Being happy with who I am and what I have instead of everything I dont.

Guess whose idea I have to be?

I have no choice anymore.


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You mean more to me than he ever could.
Yes, he's the one that saved me from myself,
but your the reason I'm still alive and have been cut free for four months.

I love you Damian. Not him.

He's just my friend, nothing more.

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vent
I think I'm truly in love with you. Not the teenage 'i love you forever jk i love you for two more months till I realize I want someone better' but the more 'grownup' love.. the one where I can't get you out of my mind. Your there from the moment I wake up till the moment I fall asleep. Your the only one that can smile at me and I swear I can feel the world melt away. Your the only reason and person that has kept me fighting for so long... your the only person that made me feel like I was worth somethingll... You listened to me when noone was around, you held me when everyone else left me. You were there whether as a friend, a shoulder to cry on, a hug, a helping hand, a math aid, a boyfriend helper, a venting bag.. you were there threw everything. You were there threw my first major heartbreak to the worst heartbreak of my life. You were there when I went to a mental facility, you were there when I got back... you were there when my life felt like it was crumbling and there when everything started falling together...you've been threw so much with me...and I honestly feel like your a part of me. You read my mind today when I didn't even realize I was still thinking about something that was making me sad. Your the only person I want to hold me and the only person I trust enough to hold me and protect me for the rest of my life..... I can't believe I am really going to post this cuz I know very well what could happen if you read this and you don't feel the same... I know I can then be classified as another Leigh and I could lose the only thing in this life that has kept me whole for so long... but... I'm taking a leap. I'm posting this anyway....a very large part is due to the fact that I already told you i was going to...but... Damian...yea..............*awkward silence*.....*rocks back and forth* Im going to go now... I guess....see you around....
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love
ifeellikeeveryonesslippenawayandtheresnothingicandotostopit

heyyy:)

itsamazingwhatyoucanhidewhennooneiswatching

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