i just
dont understand
how can you forget me when u knew my life was on the line
i now feel like maybe you just dont care and that im never going to
be good enough
i just wanna give up
give in to the voice in my head
u wanna knw something maybe im to chicken to talk to you
becuse everytime i even think about you i wanna
cry maybe im scared to been broken
again maybe im scared of been
rejected maybe i just feel like im not good
enough for you MAYBE IMMM JUST NOTTTT GOOD ENOUGH IN
THE FIRST PLACE!
i am finding it hard to fight my eating
disorder asked the guy i liked too the
ball he said nooooo cryed so much that i have no tears
left. now i keep telling myself that its
becuse im fat . :)