livbaby1

I'm done .


 

Ladies , You all think you wanna boyfriend . But that doesnt mean you become desperate and go for any guy that thinks your cute . Get to know him . Cause you might think you want someone , but being single , is wayyy better than being played and cheated on , & having lies be told . Rumors spreading around that arent true . It sucks . You just wanna cry . & its basically because one boy . He did you wrong . & you feel worthless . Take your time in love . Or it isnt love .

And here I am , crying . I hate how no one notices I do this almost every night . Because , I just hate this . I hate love . & the person that made me hate love .

Im starting to just give up on love .
It feels like love gave up on me .
I had my chance with a really good guy .
But I didnt take it . & I got hurt .
I want someone that will treat me right though , and not play me .
Thats seriously all I ask for .NMF

I miss you like crazy lately.
I never imagined I would lose you .
I never thought you would be the one leaving me . I never knew you would turn on me so quickly . I tried not to come attached to you . Cause I knew if I did , I would end up getting hurt . But silly me , I became attached . And this sucks . Because all my friends have a boyfriend now . And I have to sit there and listen to them tell me all these cute stories . But all I can do is think of you . And how I should've been a better girlfriend . I regret it . And Im sorry . I want you back . Can I have you yet ? Pleaseee 

I tried so hard to be with you , when all you did was push me away . I tried so hard to get your attention , when all you did was flirt with other girls in front of my face . I tried my hardest to get out how I felt about you , But you wouldnt listen . I dont know how to be with you , if you dont want me . I swear , I love you . But maybe I should just forget you for a while . And find someone that wants me for me .

We all want a cute , long lasting , relationship .

One where we can act like complete idiots around each other . That if we needed a shoulder to cry on , he'd be right by our side . Letting us cry on him . We all want a boy that will give us unexpected hugs during the day . And a boy that doesnt wanna make out , but just wants a kiss from you . One that will stay home a night without going out with his friends , because he would rather stay home and cuddle on the couch with you . He would do anything for you . He would say sorry if you guys got in a fight . Even if you were wrong . He would stay through thick and thin . And wouldnt leave just cause of a bad fight . He would love you , trust you , need you , and want you in his life . And without you , he wouldn't be able to make it through .

I'm done .
Im done pretending Im okay .
Im done faking smiles .
Im tired of being played by boys , that just say crap to make me feel "happy" instead of meaning it .
Im done with being tired all the time or being treated like crap .
Im done with no one noticing whats going on .
And Im done with people saying crap that ain't true .
Im done with love too .
From now on , if you "love" me , you have to prove it .
If you wanna walk out of my life , go ahead . Im holding the door open for you .