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Fragments From a Junior's Thoughts

Today, I heard the phrase "it looks good on college applications" 11 times

Teachers tell me they are preparing me for the "real world" as if the first 18 years are a free trial

Getting an education turned out to be a competition I never agreed to enter

I used to think in weekdays and now I think in test dates

Nothing is heavier than this backpack except maybe my eyelids

I'm losing sleep, losing weight, losing my mind

I'm so lost

Even as I write this poem I know nothing I say matters unless it's typed in Times New Roman 12pt font

All I need's a little love in my life
All I need's a little love in the dark
A little but I'm hoping it might kick start
Me and my broken heart

Things i did in high school that would
impress colleges:

-um
-i took class
-???????????????????????
-got a blog
-lost like 9 friends
-am a good friend
-or no
-did some hw
-went to most classes
-sorry mom

Shortest horror story: "Dude. Where did the spider go?"

whenever people send me hate i dont even really get hurt anymore
im usually just like “whats the funniest way i could respond to this”

Do you have these intense moments when something is about to happen and you feel that something very important is coming up like a strange coincidence which isn't really a coincidence but you can't really say what it is not without ruining the moment so you should just let it happen because today everything comes together in this one coincidence which you'll look back on, smiling and sometimes wondering what life would have been like if it hadn't happened but not too long, because you'll just be grateful that it did happen and that moment is now, at this very moment this magical moment when it's actually going to happen!