my biggest wish right now is to die.
thats all i want to do.
i just realized that im suicidal.
and it scares me.
i am so scared.
i know from all the hate i get that life would be so much better
for others
if i just disappeared.
ive cut.
the last time i did was two days ago
but im trying my hardest not to make another cut.
i am trying so hard.
but the thing is, after today,
i dont think ill be able to stop myself..
im sorry.
i cant do this.