livinintheshadows988

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Joined: February 28, 2011
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I'm extraordinary. it's just that most people see it as extra. ordinary.
my name is laura, and i am your not so typical teenage girl. I get good grades, but i hate school. i procrastinate by baking and making jewelry. i'm in an awkward situation where i'm pretty sure my best friend is in love with me but i don't like him. i grew up with zelda, i laugh at chemistry jokes, and
i'm a total dork.

Quotes by livinintheshadows988

“Even though there are no ways of knowing for sure, there are ways of knowing for pretty sure.” 
~Lemony Snicket
“Oftentimes. when people are miserable, they will want to make other people miserable, too. But it never helps.” 
~Lemony Snicket

build higher walls around me,
change every lock and key.

nothing lasts,
nothing holds all of me.

as my life has been altered once,
it can change again.

i running out of places to turn to.
i don't know why i'm even writing this, it's not like you're going to read it. of course that right there is the problem. this was the place i could put my problems. this was the place i wasn't afraid to be afraid. this was my cry for help. a comment would have been nice but just seeing that you noticed it was comfort enough. everywhere else had watchful eyes of those i tried to be strong for. this was the place i could let my gaurd down. but now there's no point.
you get so dam exited when you see me in the halls. you flip when i say i'll sit with you at lunch. but the fuking second anyone comes over i'm gone. dead to you. it's too much like last year. it fuking hurts. you are the kind of person i need to distance myself from. i'm sorry about that, cause i love you. but this is not okay.

i think too much when i'm alone at night.
that's when i lose my confidence.
that's when i hate myself.
i'm scared to be alone.
but there are certain people
that make me feel more alone
than when i'm truley by my self.
so i'm scared to be with people too.

confession #4
i am almost always lonely. surrounded by my friends in a crowded room, i still feel hollow and out of place.

I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves.
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.

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