livyloulou

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Rant about my life

Tomorrow would have been two years with my ex.. we broke up 7 months ago yet it still hurts. I see him in the halls every day and he seems fine and happy, yet here I am still crying and hurting every single day. Sometimes I wish that I could just get over him and stop all this pain, but then I realize that he was the reason that I was happy for almost 2 years. He was the reason that I could get up in the morning and not feel worthless. He is still the reason that I get up every morning and go to school. I go to school to see his smile and hear his laugh. We are still friends, but it isn't quite the same. I don't know if it ever will be. I see him in the halls with his other friends and he seems so happy and then there is me. The one who walks down the halls with both headphones in, loud music playing, and a fake smile on my face when someone smiles at me. I don't know how to change that. People keep saying, "stop being depressed?" and "just let yourself be happy". Do you all think that I like being depressed?Do you think that I like faking a smile everyday? Well the answer is no. I hate it. If I could change it, then I can guarantee that I would have. If I could stop being depressed then I would have done that a long time ago. I try to "just let myself be happy" and it doesn't work. I don't know how to make it work. I don't know how to be truly happy anymore.

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grlsmmy*
life

i saw a shooting star once,
and i wished for you
i thought you'd do the same,
but you wished for someone else

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leggings
breakup

I'm tired of gettin my hopes up for something I know will never happen

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Alexandra❤️*
love

I've had you so many times but
somehow I want more

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Failure*
famous

I spent my whole life choosing, and I always chose wrong.

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Failure*
famous

"Dear September,

First of all, I'm so glad you're here!
Please be better than August.

I have a few things I'd like to happen this month. Please bring fall. And I know the first day of fall is in September, but it doesn't always feel like fall until October.
Bring new opportunites. New friends, new romances, anything.
Please bring crisp air, starry nights, colorful leaves, football Fridays, rainy days, days with clear blue skies, and sweater weather.
But most importantly, bring happiness."