lizzypierce

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Quotes by lizzypierce

Hidden secrets.
Hidden lies.
I should be happy,
But I want to die.

I have the "good life"
So no one can predict
About all the pain
I self-inflict.

So many words
Rattle in my head
Meant to be funny,
But they were hurtful instead.

They won't expect it
When that day comes around
When those bullies all watch
Me being placed in the ground.

Was that their goal
To push me over the edge?
Did they want me to hurt myself
Until I was dead?

(all mine)

running is like another way of cutting for me. i run until i can barely breath, just the heavy breathing as if the next breath will be my last makes me feel better. i run to keep my thoughts away and when someone makes fun of me while i run, i just push harder, each time believing i'm getting one step closer to my final breath. i run because i can hurt myself to keep the emotional pain away but no one can tell because there are no scars for them to see.

"Skies are crying. I am watching. Catching teardrops in my hands. Only silence, as it's ending like we never had a chance. Do you have to make me feel like there is nothing left of me? Would it make you feel better to watch me as i bleed?" Would it Jess? because you are one of the main reasons i cut so much. but guess what.... now "I'm standing on my feet, you can break everything I am, try to tear me down, but I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper."



(I know this isn't exactly how the lyrics go, this is just the way i would speak it to the one who has hurt me the most... "Jess")

I run to see if anyone would run after me....


nobody does.
So I have to do this thing for school, but when I turn it in it's gonna be completely different. But i just wanted to put this out here cuz sometimes you just gotta let things out. Right? anyways, here it is.

"I AM"

I am depressed and alone.
I wonder when things will ever get better.
I love making other people happy even if I can't make my own self happy.
I fear that I will end up hurting the people I love
I want to be able to resist the urge of cutting
I am depressed and alone.

I hate making promises because they are always hard to keep
I feel that if I were to die, barely anybody would care
I need so much love and comfort that this earth just can't provide
I worry when I feel like cutting because I know one day i won't be able to control myself.
I cry when I think about my best friend cutting
I am depressed and alone.

I smile when I'm around my friends so they can't tell whats on the inside
I say emotional pain is most of the time a lot worse than physical pain
I dream of one day no more tears and suffering
I hope that I make atleast a few people proud of me in my lifetime
I wish people would realize how much words hurt
I am depressed and alone
There’s the razor
There’s the blade
There’s the blood
Dripping down to my hand
 
There’s the scars
That you never see
Each one carries a story
Each one means something to me
 
You never notice my arm
Or hip or ankle
You just look at my face
And believe my fake smile.


(all mine)

Let go of the razor.
But down the knife.
Take a step back
And look at your life
 

I know it can be tough
I've been there before
I know what it feels like,
like no one cares anymore.
 

But believe me,
things will turn out ok.
Don't look back
And don't delay.

The sooner you overcome
what you're hiding inside
The easier it will be
to have self-pride.

You may not want to listen
to the cliche I've been saying
But know that I care
and that I will be praying.

(all mine)

Hey Witty Girls!! I need some help!

Here's a little background, if you dont wanna read the background just skip ahead...
But I am a Senior Girl Scout. We are doing a project that helps teens who are really struggling. Each girl in the troop has to create a different type of mini-projects that will help motivate the girls who are struggling. One of the girls in my troop is already doing a journaling type thing so that girls can write out their feelings if they are uncomfortable with sharing them. Another option was to collect coloring books because they tend to lower stress levels. The title we created is "It's Tough To Be a Teen."

NOW here is where YOU come in.
What do YOU girls do out there that helps you when your struggling? Do you take out a coloring book? Do you blast the music in your ears? Is there that stuffed animal that you have that will always be there for you? Or do you do something completely different??  

Comment with your ideas/personal experiences!! Please help, this isn't just for me! It's for all those girls out there who are struggling too!! Thank you!
As the fever rises,
As the sweet drips down
As my mommy cried,
I struggle for my last few breaths.

As the fight is ending,
As the cancer has won.
As I look at my family
I think about what I've become.

As I lay there in bed
As my mom's by my side.
As I know, soon, I'll be dead.
I kiss my mom goodbye.

As I'm now unable to speak
As my family comes in the room
As I'm just another unwedded bride
Who will never have a groom.

As I lay my head back
As I seek for some comfort
As I pray for my parents
That they may cry but not hurt.

As my soul's carried away
As I'm on my way home
As I leave Earth behind
I take a new path with a new road.

My last words to you are short and sweet.
Goodbye my dear friend. One day, again, we'll meet.


(all mine)