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 I Refuse to feel anything at all, refuse to slip, refuse to fall, can't be weak, can't stand still, watch your back because no one else will.

  not pretty enough. 
 
                 not smart enough. 

                      not nice enough.

                                                           not good enough.   

                                                      not worth it. 


                                                                        will i ever be worth it? 

Not all scars show.
Not all wounds heal.
You can't always see the pain a person
feels.

sorry to bother you guys with a depressed quote but i need help. 
Ever feel so alone? like no one cares and all you wanna do is sit in a corner and cry? story of my life.
 its my 100th day free of cutting today, but i'm depressed still and ive thought about suicide. I just want to be happy, i dont think suicides the right option but i can't keep living like this.

what do i do?
 

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Things just break up when I wake up .
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Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid.  Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when your down, and feel like you've been pushed around.
to be on the edge of breaking down and no ones there to save you.

no you don't know what its like.. 
welcome to my life.