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she sits in your mind and twiddles her thumbs. dainty little arms, and legs. skin and bones. nothing else.

a pretty, dark face. she is the epitome of perfection and she sits there mocking you.

you scream and cry, you pull at your skin. you yell, you plead. yet she sits there. a smirk on her face her tiny legs crossed and whispers “fat.”

in everything you see, hear, do, she slithers her way into. “we’re alone, go for a run” “check the calories” “you have time to throw that out” her silky little whispering voice choruses in your ears.

She promises you only a few more days. You’re almost there, you’re almost perfect.

You both celebrate together when the number gets smaller but it never gets small enough.

Always so close but not quite enough.

But how can you fight what is in your very own mind?





 

Stranger

     Best Friend Forever 

  Best "Friend"

"Friend"

Out of Touch

Stranger

 

 

you make me so happy.
just you.
 

 

✌
 im in a really good mood, i love you all
okay

bye



 

I let people in and push them away when i start to fall for them.

 

I'm getting really tired of losing people.






 

& I wonder, 
Do I ever cross your mind?