lonely_in_a_crowded_room

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Joined: March 24, 2013
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Quotes by lonely_in_a_crowded_room

Why? I want it back. Please.
Well isn't that terrifying. When one of your best friends sends you pictures of her stiches and said she just got out of the hospital from cutting too deep and basically almost killed them selves. What a great day.
Today I was 1 week and 1 day clean. That's the longest I've ever gone.

*and I ruined it*
What if I'm not okay. What if you don't know what you're doing to me. What if you don't care. What if I leave. What if then you're happy.
I can't
I can't do this anymore.
What if nobody wants me to anymore. 
I can't.
I...I can't
Sid: You okay?
Me: Nope
Sid: Alright. *walks away*

That just happened.
I regret that, SO. FUC/KING. MUCH.
Worst day ever and I have nobody to talk to. I WNAT TO SCREAM.
I had a drem last night and oh how I wish it was real.
In it, I showed my brother my scars. showed him and he cared. I told him how I knew he did it to and he said, "Yeah" And was about to show me his when I siad "I've already seen them. Once when you were sleeping on the couch your leg moved moving your shorts and I saw them and I started crying really hard.' He said "Oh. I'm sorry" And I said "Me too." And that's it. I want that to happen. The twist? The part where he's asleep on the couch and I saw the scars, actually happened before I had the dream.
Am I allowed to die know?