loner

My heart still aches wanting your love, but my mind has discarded that same feeling already because it hurt so bad to think that I can actually live without the love from you.

So easy to talk to
Feeling I could trust them with anything
Have gotten truly close to them
First person felt I could really open up
Probably knows the most about me
Taught me to not build stuff up inside
To get it out there
To let the stuff out that is building up inside
One day without their help
it would have finally reached its limit
Then I take it out on someone I truly care about
But they saved me from ever doing that to someone
I still do a little bit
But everyone keeps some secrets from the world

There she goes again
Walking past him
Quick glances
Long conversations all night
He looks out for her
Protects her
Down inside him
He deeply loves her,
Cares about her
Would hate to see her get hurt
Have to go through even more pain
She is happy
So he is fine with things the way they are
His heart filled with pain knowing she will never be with him
But she is happy
So he will be happy for her

He was having the time of his life
Sitting there with the girl he truly loved
Hoping that the moment would never end
Talking to her for as long as he could at that one time
Then he said goodnight
kissed her goodbye
excited that something good finally happened
Next day gave her a hug goodbye
Then got the message
That the feeling wasn’t exactly mutual
He loved the short time that they were together
He still loves her even though its over

I've got the sonic if you've got the boom

He had been patient
waiting to see
if it was going to stay the same
or something good was actually gonna happen
the phone rings
late into the night
he answers
hearing the one he loves
enjoying the time
and conversation with her
until the usual happens
yelled at for attempting
to have a social life
so, he never found out.
that night
when his long awaited call
was cut short.

Unnoticed

His look
Gone unnoticed
Or at least the true meaning
That lies within it
He looks around
Trying to find the truth
That he still thinks is
Undecided
But his heart believes
Another thing
Still searching
Seeing if his heart
Is truly right

He has always loved her
Trying to convince himself
To finally move on
He tried
But came back to her
Always seeing her smile
Just made his day
He wish he was the one
Who always put that smile there.
He did his best to stay close by her
Protecting her from the
Little things
Making sure she didn’t get hurt
Because that was the only thing he would do
Protect her
From a distance
As a close friend

For someone i am very close to.

Dead skin-crossfade
So Im the king of all these things
Of this mess I have made
Such a waste
What a shame
My whole life is a fake

can really connect and feel that way sometimes

Colors- Crossfade
Colors that you shine
Surley not the best
Colors that you shine

just like it