hi im londyn. im lonely, sad, confused, angry and heartbroken. do i have a reason to be any of those emotions? im not sure. all i know is i feel what i feel when i feel it whether theres a reason or not, and quite frankly that sucks. i dont look forward to the future because honestly im stuck in my past and i dont get that because my past sucks. all i do/think about/talk about is school cause thats easier than having plans or friends or anything. im stressed 100% of the time. music is the only thing that gets me by. i dont trust anyone. i dont want to. i hate letting people in cause 1. people always leave 2. people always lie 3. people turn on you 4. people change. its like giving them the power to break me down in every way possible and im not letting myself experience that pain and torture. so i guess there you have it. the classic teenage girl.
Quotes by loondynzograf
format-br0kenwings LEAVE THIS HERE PLEASE.
if
today was your
last day, would you look back on your
life, & be okay with it or, would you wish for more
time? make every second count.
IT SUCKS
YOU KNOW. WHEN EVERYTHING IS doing fine,
then it all crashes again.
and the worst part is, i really don't want to try & put
it all back TOGETHER AGAIN, BUT I
HAVE TO.
"Just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't
mean they like you. Just because somebody
likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out
with you. Just because somebody wants to go
out with you, doesn't mean they love you. Just
because somebody loves you, doesn't mean
they won't hurt you. Because people lie, things
change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch.
And there are always going to be those people
who would kill to see you fall."
❝It makes
me sick, the way sadness is addicting. The way I can't
stop. Sadness is familiar. It's comfortable and it's
easy in a sense that it comes naturally to me. But everything
else about it is hard. The way my body aches with
self-hatred. The way my mind spins and spins with hopeless
thoughts. The way it poisons everything I do, every
relationship I have. Yet it's addicting, because I know
sadness, and I know it very well. And there's a sort of
comfort in that, like being home after a trip or sleeping in
your own bed after being away. There's just a sense that
this is where I belong. This is how it's supposed to
be.
-Marianna
Paige❞
i don't care how far you are
from me,
or how long its been since we've talked,
i don't care about how mad i got at you,
or how mad you've been at me.
you're still what matters most to me
and i'm never giving that up.