Mrs. Grey*

Status: not worth it.
Joined: March 17, 2015
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 390248
Location: somewhere lost at sea.
I have lost hope in many things, and that is just who I am. I am a depressed teenager (what a surprise), I cut my thighs, and I honestly don't care about life anymore. Quotes and music save me from the continuous adventure that my cuts go deep into. I like muisc, no. I love music, it saves lives. It's saving mine. 

10 things you should know about me:
- I have lived for enternity
- I love philosophy and phsycology
- Life is something I find a waste of time
- I like horror and love movies
- I need a hug, all the f***ing time
- I hate my body
- I hate myself
- I am suicidal, but something stop's me (this guy)
- I have lost hope in my family, and most of my friends
- I like chocolate cake, yet I starve myself.

Quotes by Mrs. Grey*

I don't trust words, I trust actions. 

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Things to do today:

- get up

- survive

- go back to bed
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i wonder what it's like;

to wake up and love yourself

to look in the mirror and not want to cry

to weigh yourself and not feel fat

to go into public and not feel incesure

to be with friends and not feel ugly



i just wonder;

what it's like to love life
The greatest pleasure
in life
is doing what others
say you
cannot do. 
.you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory.
i remember when you
called me
beautiful.
it's nothing but a 
faded memory.
like the clouds
in the sky,
a moment is there
but then it is
pushed away by
something else.
Curiosity killed my innocence.

Overthinking killed my happiness.

Insecurities killed my self-esteem.

Lies killed my trust.

Stereotypes killed my individuality.

Judgement killed me.



Insanity can only come with sanity. 
Just because the scars have healed,

Doesn't mean the pain has. 
hey little fight,
please drop your
handy lighter,
give me your razors,
now please lift up
your sleeves,
your scars will stay
but you bruises will
soon fade away,
now please eat
because angle you're 
worth something to
me,
so take it in,
take it in & breath,
know things get better,
because darling even
in this gloomy 
weather, 
it can't rain
forever.