lostinyou490

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Joined: July 26, 2011
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user id: 199993
I chose this for my profile, Because its true.
My life completly surrounded you,
You took me in,
You broke me down,
Till I was merly a soul left on the ground,
You didnt care,
All my secrets you shared,
I still dont care.
I think about you night and day,
I dream about you,
About what should have been,
I live in my own fairytale,
Of what Love Should Be
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Quotes by lostinyou490




~

the
not-redhead.

~


My best friend is leaving. Shes moving back to PA. Shes not even gone and I already miss her. Goodbyes suck.. I hate this. I feel so alone.
Stay
Drinking vodka like its water,
letting it burn down the back of my throat; becoming numb,
help me forget;or maybe not,
memories come flooding in; drowning any sense of happiness left,
leaving broken dreams and a matching heart,
helplessness and hopelessness go hand-in-hand, an inseparable set of twins.

drink you away, (I cant let you stay)
you promised me escape, (I cant let you stay)
Ill find a way, (I cant let you stay)
to make you go away, (I cant let you say).

sober up; or maybe not,
snort it- feel the burn,
smoke it- breath in every ounce,
inject it- scream as it searches its way though my veins,
finding its way to the remients of you,
burning you with blue flame,
I go up, up, up,
till I fall down lower, into the ashes of you.

burn you away, (never let you stay)
disiper like the cloud of my smoke, (never let you stay)
the fog of you remains, (never let you stay)
still searching for a away, (never let you stay)
to make you go away, (never let you stay).

Bleed; blood burning, dripping from my veins,
crimson red flowing down the drain,
I want more, you'll drown and wash away,
more pain the better, the father a way you go,
pain, pain, endless pain,
this blade cant cut deep enough.

bleeding out, (wont let you stay)
blurring visions of you, of me, (wont let me stay)
pain over taking both of us, (wont let us stay)
now the brink of death, (ill kill us both)
letting go, (your finally gone)
dead.



I slept in the shirt,
I wore the first time I met you,
Dosed off to wispers of goodnights,
from nights past,
Images of you run through my head,
Like a video camra on rewind,
Because for me,
Holding on is letting go.

Today i did math homeowork....
For number 69,
the awnser was:
 i<3s3x...
no joke.



I think he knows,
that i like him,

but i dont give a F,

 

My little
black
dress



One day,

He's gonn'a realize,,.
I don't want to be just your,

Sister.