Stay
Drinking vodka like its water,
letting it burn down the back of my throat; becoming numb,
help me forget;or maybe not,
memories come flooding in; drowning any sense of happiness
left,
leaving broken dreams and a matching heart,
helplessness and hopelessness go hand-in-hand, an inseparable set
of twins.
drink you away, (I cant let you stay)
you promised me escape, (I cant let you stay)
Ill find a way, (I cant let you stay)
to make you go away, (I cant let you say).
sober up; or maybe not,
snort it- feel the burn,
smoke it- breath in every ounce,
inject it- scream as it searches its way though my veins,
finding its way to the remients of you,
burning you with blue flame,
I go up, up, up,
till I fall down lower, into the ashes of you.
burn you away, (never let you stay)
disiper like the cloud of my smoke, (never let you stay)
the fog of you remains, (never let you stay)
still searching for a away, (never let you stay)
to make you go away, (never let you stay).
Bleed; blood burning, dripping from my veins,
crimson red flowing down the drain,
I want more, you'll drown and wash away,
more pain the better, the father a way you go,
pain, pain, endless pain,
this blade cant cut deep enough.
bleeding out, (wont let you stay)
blurring visions of you, of me, (wont let me stay)
pain over taking both of us, (wont let us stay)
now the brink of death, (ill kill us both)
letting go, (your finally gone)
dead.