lostlover27

Status: stuck somewhere between perfect & trying </3
Joined: January 20, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
Birthday: January 4
user id: 265681
Location: Narnia :)
Gender: F
I really don't know what's left to say...
My life is in my quotes. I've been intimated by many "macho" guys, due to my abusive ex-boyfriend.  There were a lot of things wrong with him, with us, and with our entire relationship. It caused me to cut, to be anorexic, and then bulimic. It caused me to realize I wasn't myself anymore, and now I still wouldn't be able to tell you who that is. I'm involved a lot in my school. Music is my life. I currently have a boyfriend who is the sweetest thing to me. He's the best I could ever ask for, and more. He's my core, the center of my attention, and pretty much the only thing left keeping me alive. Being seventeen, I've been through a lot. I've attempted suicide, I still think about it, and I try my hardest to keep my emotions in check. My true self comes out in my quotes on witty. At school and at home, I'm stuck behind this fake smile I refuse to give up. He's the only one that makes it real. I'm open to talk-I'll listen,   I swear. So...yep, that's me I guess.
<3


Quotes by lostlover27


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I want you to rock me
Rock me
Rock me
Yeah
I want you to Rock me
Rock me
Rock me
Yeah
R-O-C-K me again
R-O-C-K me again

R-O-C-K me again
yeah
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nmf.
 
If you'd just realize what I just realized that we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another. Just realize what I just realized then we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other...

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Another day is going by. I'm thinkin' 'bout you all the time, but you're out there, and I'm here waiting, and I wrote this letter in my head 'cause so many things were left unsaid, but now you're gone, and I can't think straight...This could be the one last chance to make you understand...

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms, to try to make you laugh. Somehow I can't put you in the past. I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you. Will you remember me? 'Cause I won't forget you
(:
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nmf.
 
Time started: 9:43 PM
I haven't cut in over a year.
Tonight?
I broke that record.
Tell me. Is it worth it to be happy anymore?
Even just for one second?
I truly couldn't tell you anymore...

I am seventeen years old.
I'm a junior in high school.
I have so much going for me.
Band
Chamber choir
Speech & Debate
Track & Field
Yearbook
National Honor Society
High GPA
lots of friends.

But tell me.
In the end-

...is it all worth it?



AM I the only one

That doesn't know who Ed Sheeran is? :(

nmf

 


Cody

Simpson


Format by Sandrasaurus



I want
I want
I want

but that's crazy
I want
I want
I want

but that's not me
I want
I want
I want

To be loved by you

 
SUICIDE: Should not exist. but what is a quote going to do? its going to do a lot. I want a petition to go around of witty and i want you to repost this quote with your name signed. after i get all of these names i am going to make a youtube video of all the witty profile names that took out a few minutes to read and repost this quote. lets show these people how much we care and someday we can put a end to this! staystrong signatures: ErinRAWR daddygirl99. notyouraverageb*tch Smileyz316 xpeacexbluex SexiPurpleZebra conklineli5280 kaerottina Eatmypants quotinglikeaboss xoStayBeautifulxo Meganbbz AnaisHeartsYou Marie1388 ImNotAlone SecretGurl123 bananaman ProudToBeGeeky KateehKracklady of the night eternalsunshinex BooILoveSkittles JustinBieber4ever screwsociety Green1098 brancsy Jahyvie EjSweet2♥ imkrazydealwithit lady_red beautifullybrokeninside lynskywalker ♥ BestfriendsForever3 mor5GANlovesmuffins missmeltdown♥ breedancerchick101 Forgetmenot924 Reeses_21 mysexynameislogan oreogurllawlz hopeless_romantic444 MaddyWaddy ♥Stay strong behindthissmilexx Peekabooismynamex SnowPrincess xXsilentXx ridingonagreenrocketship xxUntoldXXSecretsxx silly12363 xDanteMilesx Julielool Awkward_Turtle TheUnbroken lolosapp23 sillyaoife11imSoLost lostlover27



When you're finding things to do not to fall asleep
'Cause you know he's waiting in your dreams
That's when he's...


...more than a memory ♥


nmf
 

What's the point of an alarm clock
when my mom thinks she has to wake me up two minutes before it goes off??
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