loudest_silence

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See ya on Easter, witty!

I'm giving up the computer for Lent (except for for school purposes and important e-mails).
The worst feelings:
   ~feeling out of place in your own home
   ~feeling alone in a room full of people
   ~feeling hopeless
   ~the feeling you get when you cut the first time
   ~the feeling you get when the above mentioned happens more than once
   ~feeling like there's no one to confide in
   ~feeling like if you did vent to someone that they would think you have problems
   ~feeling alone in your problems
   ~the feeling when you want to quit a bad habit but you don't know how
   ~the feeling when you realize your actions aren't just hurting you
   ~feeling perfectly fine one minute, and not the next

 
You fall to your knees. You beg, you plead. Can I be somebody else for all the times I hate myself? Your failures devour your heart In every hour; you're drowning in your imperfection.
format by loudest_silence        lyrics from Imperfection by Skillet
If I wasn't here tomorrow, would anybody care? If my time was up I'd wanna know you were happy I was there. If I wasn't here tomorrow, would anyone lose sleep? If I wasn't hard and hollow, then maybe you would miss me.
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone, someone that I like better. I can never forget, so don't remind me of it forever.
format by loudest_silence           lyrics from Would It Matter by Skillet
I am a pro at making other people smile.

...now just if I could make myself smile...
...and not have it be as a mask...

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I'm so sick of when they say
"it's just a phase you'll be ok; you're fine."
But I know it's a lie.

lyrics from "The Last Night" by Skillet
Considered, considered,
Considered it
all.
No one there to catch me
when I started to fall
Held in my hand
Was my accomplice
Empty inside
And all the thoughts started
Something reached out
It grabbed me within
I set my accomplice down
Then came the tears
A constant flow
I was so close
I could never get back
What I almost lost

Decisions are key
Be wise with them
Nothing or no one
Is worth a bad one
You only live once
Love the life that you live
I know it may be
though
It's what you have to give
I'm more of the "suffer in silence" kind of girl. I don't want to let you inside my mind. I'm even scared of it. So please don't try to understand.
Dear _____,                                                                   

                

When you try to tell me that you

understand, it just makes me angrier. You

will NEVER understand. Don't try.                     

                                                                       

                                                                         Sincerely,

                                    I don't need this right now



Don't be so quick to judge.

                                                                                                     I'm 100% positive
                                                 that you don't know the whole story.