loveGYMNASTics38

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heyy, i am ella, i am seventeen
i am a gymnast, have been for 14 years,
i love music, it is my life
i love my friends i couldnt live without them
i write most of my own quotes but also use lyrics
my sn is ROCKxONx38
hit me up on aim if you want =]

Quotes by loveGYMNASTics38

she knows she shouldnt do this look at the pictures of him and her

but she cant help herself she keeps pretending that he is looking back at her

she lost a part of her that day he hurt her so much, but she hurt him more

and this is something she knows she blames herself for having it come to this

she cant fathom that she will never be in his arms again or that she wont touch her lips to his

or hold his hand, or even make him smile she tries to tell herself that things happen for a reason

but this one she cant understand so she hides herself behind a fake smile, a fake laugh

she tries to be with her friends but she doesnt want to be she just wants to be with him

she listens to the song that reminds her of him over and over again, and with tears rolling down her cheek

she whispers to herself, why? he was the only one who knew that kissing her forehead

gave her butterflies, and that tickling her could always make her laugh he always knew the right thing to say to make her smile and he knew that his arms were the one place that she felt safest she tried to bare the pain and not let it show but one day she realized this wasnt her she learned a lot of things from him

and there will be a part of him that is always with her and she hopes a part of her will always be with him too

she realized she couldnt be fake anymore that she had to let her emotions out even if it was only to herself

she told herself that she was going to be strong she learned not to make someone your world, because when they leave  you are left with nothing she learned that trusting yourself was the most important thing and that was something that she had lost but slowly and surely, she would gain it back she learned that compassion and love were two things to never take for granted and yet she had taken both

she realized that she wanted to change but she didnt want to change for him she wanted to change for herself so from that moment on, she tried her hardest  to be the person that she knew she once was the person that she was meant to be and for the first time in what seemed like forever she put on a real smile, and started to let go even though she knew that there would always be a small part that was going to hang on and slowly memories of him and her became something that she could smile about and she realized that she was blessed  to have him in her life for the time that she did


 and she's only seventeen, still so young to go through this
she gave everything to him, he was her best friend
her boyfriend, her first and only true love
he was her everything, after a year together
she was so sure he was the one
she finally let herself trust 100% that he wouldn't hurt her
like she had been hurt in the past
she knew he loved her with all of his heart
that he would give the world to her
he told her that he would always be there
no matter how rough times got, that he would never leave her
that he would always love her, when she needed a shoulder to cry on
he would be there, she would call him, at all hours in the morning, crying
because her mom was drunk, and she couldn't take it anymore
he would talk to her and ease a smile on her face
he would hug her the next day for what seemed 
like an eternity, he always made her happy
he knew her better than she knew herself
he knew that tickling her could make her laugh
he knew that kissing her forehead gave her butterflies
he knew that coming up behind her and whispering
"i love you" in her ear made her day
but what he doesn't know, is that one day he broke her heart
into more pieces than she ever thought possible
despite all the lies about him always being there
and all of the bad things she said to him
as he pulled his hand out of hers and walked out the door
she still wants nothing more. then to be in his arms
and as a tear rolls down her cheek
she says his name to herself, and wonders where she went wrong
but most of all, she wonders why

s h e s t i l l l o v e s h i m
and she's only seventeen, still so young to go through this
she gave everything to him, he was her best friend
her boyfriend, her first and only true love
he was her everything, after a year together
she was so sure he was the one
she finally let herself trust 100% that he wouldn't hurt her
like she had been hurt in the past
she knew he loved her with all of his heart
that he would give the world to her
he told her that he would always be there
no matter how rough times got, that he would never leave her
that he would always love her, when she needed a shoulder to cry on
he would be there, she would call him, at all hours in the morning, crying
because her mom was drunk, and she couldn't take it anymore
he would talk to her and ease a smile on her face
he would hug her the next day for what seemed 
like an eternity, he always made her happy
he knew her better than she knew herself
he knew that tickling her could make her laugh
he knew that kissing her forehead gave her butterflies
he knew that coming up behind her and whispering
"i love you" in her ear made her day
but what he doesn't know, is that one day he broke her heart
into more pieces than she ever thought possible
despite all the lies about him always being there
and all of the bad things she said to him
as he pulled his hand out of hers and walked out the door
she still wants nothing more. then to be in his arms
and as a tear rolls down her cheek
she says his name to herself, and wonders where she went wrong
but most of all, she wonders why

s h e s t i l l l o v e s h i m

[letting go]
doesn't mean giving up
it means accepting that
some things [aren't]
meant to be
i  [wouldn't] change the past for
anything. i wouldn't change the
way i felt, the t h i n g s i did, or
what i said. i wouldn't .:change:.
[w h o] [i] [w a s] or what you
meant to me

theres someone in her past that she hasnt gotten over yet
each day is like the last && she misses what she cant forget
its just like an empty space where something used to be
now she guards the gate, but shes lost the key
so no one enters, but no one leaves
at some point you have to realize
that you always need to be yourself
when you do that, you will find out
who your true friends are
but sometimes its not so easy
sometimes you have to figure out
who you truly are, for y o u r s e l f

because id rather waste
my life pretending
than have to forget you
for one whole minute

[crushcrushcrush]
crushcrushcrush
paramore <3
its something unpredictable
but in the end its right
i hope you've had the time
o f  y o u r  l i f e

(green day, good riddance (time of your life))