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Love, if your family is doing that to you, you need to stand up for yourself. If they're putting so much pressure onto you to be part of their "perfect" standard, then you need to tell them that you're not perfect; nobody is. You have your flaws and imperfections just like every other normal person on this earth, and that doesn't make you bad at all. That they have to live with your imperfections, because changing them to fit their standards wouldn't make you very you, would it? And just remember that they're only expecting so much of you because they care about you; I guarantee that they're proud that you're doing so well in school, keep it up, give them reasons to be impressed in you and proud of you.
And, darling, you are absolutely, unargumentaly perfect exactly as you are. There's no need to change a single thing about you for anybody. I think you're absolutely adorable.
Good luck on your first day though, darling. It's going to be a little rough, and a little confusing, but don't let yourself get too carried away and anxious. You can get through it with the right mindset. Don't put any unnecessary pressure onto yourself; you only have, what, 3-4 years left of school? Then you're all done. Just try and get through these years as quickly and painlessly as possible to set yourself up for the rest of your life being free of stress and school drama. You're going to be just fine, love.
You do deserve to be happy. You deserve to be able to do what you want without a second thought, and with no regrets along the way. People get so lost in their regrets that they forget to have a good time. Embrace the rest of your summer, love, you only have so much time left. Go do something completely reckless and crazy; something that you can look back and remember 10 years from now, something you'd never do. I don't mean you have to go getting arrested or doing drugs, but just have fun. (:
I wish I knew you in person, too. We could talk endlessly, for hours, and it would feel just like talking to an old friend. We wouldn't feel like strangers, because I can relate to you perfectly.
You have no idea how comforting that was to hear; even from someone on Witty. The only people that have ever said that to me have left me, and it hurts to try and believe people who say that to me now a days. But I believe you. I really, really do. I would never dare hurt you, and I would never think of leaving you. You need someone to be there for you, to tell you that everything will be okay and mean it, just as much as I do. It's so, so hard to find people like that, but I would drop the world for anybody to make them feel less alone. Nobody deserves to feel like that, no matter what life has put them through.

I definitely feel you there. I always put on unnecessary amounts of stress upon myself when school comes closer. But that's definitely a good way to get rid of it; it's always easier to focus on things you enjoy to help dim down some stresses and anxiety.
I happen to do it all the time, ha. My stress relievers are sitting on my roof with a good book, or my uke, and a glass of iced tea. Or just simply taking a walk around the city. It's noisy, and the people are inconsiderate and self-centered, but I just walk and focus on myself.
Good point, though. Summer is coming to a close, and you only have a little time to do something that'll make you remember it. So go do something fun before it's too late, love. (:
Yeah, you're right, that really is all that matters. I love mine too , they've been there for me a lot these past few weeks.
When do you go back to school, darling?

Gosh, I'm really sorry for leaving this comment so late after you left yours.
But, honestly, those kind of comments mean a whole lot to me. I try my hardest, even though it might not be as often as some people may wish, to make people as happy as possible. It's second nature to me, I seem to do it without thinking of myself first. But I put other people's well-being before my own, and it shows, and it makes me feel really accomplished that people appreciate it.
Thank you, love. Talk to me any time you need anything, just remember that.

Why would anyone be annoyed with you, love? You haven't done anything wrong.
Thinking that way is never good, love. I've been through the rough of it, and it's hard to escape those kind of thoughts; they always seem to linger and never go away, no matter how hard you try to push them into the back of your mind, they always come back.
But I don't ever want to hear you say that you have nothing to live for, because it's not true; all of this about how you living is pointless, how nobody cares about you, etc. Those are all things that you're simply convincing yourself to be true.
Think about the things in your life that haven't even happened yet; your senior prom, your first real kiss, the feeling of your first love, high school graduation, your wedding, seeing your baby for the first time, watching it grow up with your husband, and the list goes on and on. There is always, and will always be something to look forward to later on in life. When you feel like this, don't dwell on the past, and the things you think you've done wrong, or even the present, and what's happening to make you feel so terrible. Think about the future. Think about how things can get better, and all the amazing things in life you would miss out on if you made that one mistake. It takes seconds to kill yourself. That's incredible, if you think about it. Decades of a beautiful individual living, breathing, laughing, growing older and becoming smarter, all ending in a split second, with no way at all to ever come back. You might be feeling this way now, but think about it. Do you really think you will be thinking these exact same thoughs a week, a month, a year from now? I mean sure, they'll pop up from time to time, but don't focus on them. Don't let them take over your life to the point where you would want to end it.
You already have made a difference, and you hardly even realize it. Think about how all these people you know lives would be different if you were to have never existed. It's a drastic change. Your parents, your siblings, your best friends, everyone you've ever come in contact with, you have affected their life , no matter how small.
It's okay to be scared. It's okay to think of those things. But don't become infatuated with them; you'll only hurt yourself, love.
Everything will be fine. Everything WILL get better, I swear. It always, always does. I don't care how corny this quote is, but I'm gonna say it. "There will always be sadness, always be pain, but you can't have a rainbow, without any rain"
You're a beautiful, clever, caring girl that will go far in whatever you choose to do, and will find someone that makes you very happy one day, and will live long, and have kids, and die when you're old and wrinkly, happy with your life. Not now. (I totally just went all Titanic on you, but I don't care)
Even if you feel like no one cares, I do. I love you, okay? You're gonna be just fine.
(sorryabouthowmuchIrambled i'msostupidhelp)

Lovely to meet you Scarlett! Your name is amazing, I love it.
I'm glad I made your day (:
And yes, yes, yes, I cannot imply the importance of me listening to Panic! At the Disco daily. It just has to happen to help me get through my day.
Although I do miss Ryan in the band; he definitely made Panic! so much better.
God, I ramble a lot.

You're quite welcome!
Ah, me and you both. Long hair aggravates me to no end, haha. Such a hassle.
But thank you, and the same to you, love.
And oh thank you! I would love that!
Ramen would be somewhat preferred, if you don't mind. :3
I wish I had my own personal chef. But I think that would cause me to become more lazy than I already am, which would be very concerning.

No, that's alright, haha. I commented way too late, haha, I have the most horrible issue with procrastination.
I'm sorry if I freaked you out or something.
But I'm a guy, haha. I don't mind, though.

This is probably the latest comment in the history of anything, and I apologize for that.
And I do too...but unfortunately, even if they make me mad, I'm just too much of a nice person and I'll still act completely fine towards them. But as a result I've been stepped on by a lot of people I thought were my friends. Nice guys finish last, I guess, ha.
But, sigh, it seems like everybody these days has self-image problems, even myself, and it's really a shame. The general amount of people that think badly of themselves have nothing wrong with them at all, including you. You're lovely, and sweet, and have nothing to worry about, darling.

Hello. I'm Charlie.
I hope I'm not bothering you too much...
But I just thought I'd let you know I think you're absolutely stunning...
And you seem very sweet, and you have an amazing taste in music...Panic at the Disco is one of my favorites.

Hello!
Lovely to meet you.
I'm not too bad, though. A little tired, kind of hungry...but I don't have enough effort to go make myself food. Story of my life, you know.
And aw, thank you, love. A lot. It means a ton, seriously.
Same goes to you, love. If you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to leave me a comment, I'll always try my best to help.
Oh, by the way, you're lovely! I love your hair.

Hello!
Aw, thank you, love! I do try and be as nice and compassionate as possible to as many people that I can. It makes me feel better knowing I made someones day, or at least have something positive to offer them.
And thank you yet again. It definitely took a long time to write out, but I think it was worth. It gives a good perspective of me, and makes some more comfortable to get to know me, I guess.
But I'm actually quite flattered by that...merp, haha. :'3 that's sort of what I aim to be, someone different and more sincere than some of the inconsiderate people we all have to deal with these days.
But you seem very sweet, and you're quite gorgeous, if I may say so myself. I can't see you very well in the picture you have up now, but I believe I saw another photo of you that you had up before, in which you looked quite lovely.
Okay, Charlie, shut up and stop rambling...
It's a pleasure to meet you. I love your name, by the way.
If you didn't know this by now, I'm Charlie.

HELLO THERE!
You have a beautiful taste in music, ma'm.
And you're quite lovely, if I may say so myself.

Hello. I'm Charlie.
I really hope I'm not bothering you too much..
But I just thought I would let you know that I think your absolutely gorgeous. You have amazing eyes, I'm actually quite jealous of them.
And also, I love your name. It's very different, and I've never heard it before. It's strange how you don't like it, I think it's lovely.
Oh, and you like Sleeping with Sirens, so that just automatically makes you amazing.
I hope I didn't creep you out too much.
I hope you have a lovely day.

Hello. I'm Charlie.
I really hope I'm not bothering you too much..
But I just thought I'd let you know that I think you're lovely. You have a really nice smile.
Also, I read a little bit of your story, and I like it a lot. You're really talented at writing, and should definitely keep it up.
Sorry if I creeped you out at all..
I hope you have a lovely day.

Why yes, it is.
It's only my favorite book of all time, as well as the best book to ever be written.
If you love Perks, I think I love you.

Hello. I'm Charlie.
I really hope I'm not creeping you out or anything...
But you're amazing, I can already tell. The quote on your profile is actually one of my favorites; I used it in a poetry project once last year. But mer, that doesn't matter.
Also, you're absolutely gorgeous.

Hello there. I'm Charlie
I hope I'm not bothering you...
But I just thought I would tell you that I think you're absolutely gorgeous. Your hair is amazing!
And you have a lovely taste in music!

To know that I've done something to that extent, really makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right for once.
I wish you lived in New York too, Victoria.
I wish I could see you every single day.
I would give you the biggest hugs, and walk you to class, and you could come over and we could watch movies and laugh and just lay down and listen to music, and everything would be okay, and nothing in the whole world would ever be wrong again.
Nobody should make fun of you; they have no reason to. There's not a thing wrong with you, you're perfect the way you are, and I mean that.
It really makes me feel bad that these people make you feel so upset.
But really, if you're ever having a bad day, I'm here when you get home, and I'll talk to you all day if you want me to.
I love you too, Victoria. A lot.

But what if she does something to him?
What if he gets so up that he doesn't know what he's doing?
Because she's gotten him drunk out of his mind, and was pretty close to doing something.
I think that's her whole goal. To get him drunk, because she knows he's seeing someone, just so she can get with him.
I cannot stand her.

I won't leave you either. I promise.
You are the sweetest person ever. That meant so much to me.
That made me feel a lot better.
You always seem to do that, you know that?
You always make me feel so happy.
And that's what I love about YOU.
You try to do whatever you can to make people happy. And it works.

Aww, thank you!
You're lovely, if I may say so myself.