lovebvb2090

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Cut Cake Not Wrists

~Bribry

Blood on the dance floor  dont want to b like you


I feel like you see right through me,

And never ever really knew me-
Don't want to be around when you start to fall.

I've got to follow all of my dreams;
Gotta figure out what this life means-
Don't want to be around when you fall.

They say that life's an open book;
Turn the page and take another look.
You can't judge me by my cover,
It's not what you see but what you discover!

Can't push me down, it'll come around,
Everything that you put me through-
I, I, I, I, I don't want to be like you...

I may be different, but I'm beautiful.
Every diamond's individual!
Everyone shines in their own way.

Kaleidoscopes have many different colors,
I'll never be just like all the others.
Gotta open your mind, I'll prove you wrong.

They say that life's an open book;
Turn the page and take another look.
You can't judge me by my cover,
It's not what you see but what you discover.


Can't push me down, it'll come around,
Everything that you put me through-
I, I, I, I, I don't want to be like you...

They say the grass is greener on the other side,
But from where I'm standing it looks just fine.
I'll always be an outcast; I'll never get in line;
You keep on living your life and I'll live mine.

You can't judge me by my cover,
You can't judge me by my cover,
It's not what you see but what you discover.

Can't push me down, it'll come around,
Everything that you put me through-
I don't want to be like you...

You can't judge me by my cover,
It's not what you see but what you discover!

Can't push me down, it'll come around,
Everything that you put me through-
I, I, I, I, I don't want to be like you...

Don't want to be like you...
Don't want to be like you...
Some of my life story 


June/12/14
 
I’m okay I guess I really don’t know how I feel tho. I just wanna die or cut. I cant take this hate and crap I have only ate one thing today and don’t know if I want to eat again today. I mean I love my life and things right now but still. I think I will be okay but im not sure I need my best friend to talk to but they don’t have there phone with them and I cant because I got a new phone number and they did to. I do have Xbox and I think I can talk to them but I’m not sure so what should I do about things I’m okay but I need to feel loved and things. Just gotta be positive about things and I will be okay.
June/13/14
I wish I was doing better but I know I will never. Sometimes I wish I was not leaving for some reasons but others I don’t know. I wish I was okay but I will never be okay. I want to be loved by my friends and family but I don’t know if I can be loved of how I feel now. I just want to be okay again but how can I now?  I try to do my best and all but I cant anymore im just slowly giving up on everything. So I just don’t know anymore 


Everything was okay intill this day 

June/21/14 
Pixie(me) : ~Phone rings Its austin (was my bf but now ex, Anwsers it~ Hellow?
Austin: Hey pixie we need to talk.
Me: OK?
AUstin: Sorry pixies it over
Me: Why ~sounds of crying~
Austin: Bc of what you did
Me: What did I do?
Austin: YOu kissed Blake ~Sounds mad~ 
Me: No I  didnt austin
Austin: WHatever BYe ~hang up~
Me: ~Textings Blake~ (Not going into it)


Next day at school 
Blake: HEY Pixie
Me: Hi Blake ~looks sad and goings into the kuch room and sits and puts head down~
Blake: ~Goes and sits with my friends~
Home
Pixie: ~Looks at my phone and looks at it 20 miss calls form Austin !7 Texts form austin, I text him back sorry Austin but bye~
"Somewhere In Between"

You're an angel, I'm a devil
But we'll meet somewhere in between
Heaven, Hell, or the bedroom
I'll take you away from everything

You're a dream and I'm a nightmare
But we'll meet somewhere in between
The sheets or covers, and the headboard
I'll be a king if you are a queen

I just fell in love for the first time
Watch as I pick myself up off the ground
In the dark, I'm so far from the spotlight
Can you see me now?

I turn my back and walk away, away from the pain
Screaming loud, drown it out by the sound of the rain
Listen up, I've had enough of all this waiting
I need you more right now than I ever did

You're the minutes, I'm the hours
But we'll meet somewhere in between
Never now or too soon
I say we meet at a quarter to three

I just fell in love for the first time
Watch as I pick myself up off the ground
In the dark, I'm so far from the spotlight
Can you see me now?

I turn my back and walk away, away from the pain
Screaming loud, drown it out by the sound of the rain
Listen up, I've had enough of all this waiting
I need you more right now than I ever did
[4x]
On January 10th, wear either all black or white link in the video Knives and pens (jeans,shirts,everything)tp show society that we dont care what anyone thinks and we were the misfits who dont care what they say.

                                                                                              "Rooftops"
 

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

[x2]
Standing on the rooftops
(Wait until the bombs drop)
This is all we got now
(Scream until your heart stops)
Never gonna regret
(Watching every sunset)
We'll listen to your heartbeat
(All the love that we found)

Scream your heart out [x3]
Scream your

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your
                                                                   Bon Jovi, “You Give Love a Bad Name” 

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darling, you give love a bad name...

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free

Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun (yeah)
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[Chorus:]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

[Chorus:]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You give love... ah!

Oh!

[Chorus:]
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)

It takes millons to complete the world... but it only takes you to complete me

Just bc i am crying doesnt mean i am okay 



The saddest part isnt that with wach passing day I feel like I need you More but its the fact that you dont need me at all..
                                                                                      "The Mortician's Daughter"

I open my lungs dear
I sing this song at funerals... no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly,
This pain it visits almost nightly
Missing hotel beds, I feel your touch.

I will await dear, a patience of eternity, my crush.
A universe so still.
No rust.
No dust will ever grow on this frame,
One million years, and I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.

We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I loved you as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head,
But I promised you that I will see you again, again.

I sit here and smile dear.
I smile because I think of you and I blush.
These bleeding hollow dials, this fuss.
A fuss is made of miles and travel
Roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart can conquer every crutch.

We booked our flight those years ago
You said you loved me as you left me.
Regrets still haunt your saddened head,
But I promised you that I will see you.

We booked our flight those years ago
I said I loved you as I left you
Regret's no longer in my head,
But I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, I'm home again, again, again.

I'm home again.
 
"Summer Of '69"

I got my first real six-string
Bought it at the five-and-dime
Played it 'til my fingers bled
It was the summer of '69

Me and some guys from school
Had a band and we tried real hard.
Jimmy quit, Jody got married
I should've known we'd never get far

Oh, when I look back now
That summer seemed to last forever
And if I had the choice
Yeah, I'd always wanna be there
Those were the best days of my life

Ain't no use in complainin'
When you've got a job to do
Spent my evening's down at the drive-in
And that's when I met you, yeah

Standin' on your mama's porch
You told me that you'd wait forever
Oh, and when you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life

Oh, yeah.
Back in the summer of '69, oh.

Man we were killin' time
We were young and restless
We needed to unwind
I guess nothin' can last forever, forever, no!

And now the times are changin'
Look at everything that's come and gone
Sometimes when I play that old six-string
I think about you, wonder what went wrong

Standin' on your mama's porch
You told me that it'd last forever
Oh, and when you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life

Oh, yeah.
Back in the summer of '69, oh.
It was the summer of '69, oh, yeah.
Me and my baby in '69, oh.
It was the summer, the summer, the summer of '69, yeah.