lovehatexxoo

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Joined: November 3, 2010
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hi....
im sam. im a freshman in highschool, and trust me...its nothing like they say it is.
i have no confidence;
i havent had a boyfriend in a long time but have had many guys hurt me;
i swear taylor swift sings about my life;
i have the bestest friends any girl could ask for...

sorry my quotes arent pretty</3

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is it to much to ask to just be happy ?

ive always had those feelings for you....
i just wonder what it would be like if we were together.
but i like to sike myself out....
when you texted me i swear my heart stopped for a moment.
when we talked until three in the morning i couldnt stop smiling.
when you told me you missed me i felt special.
and 
when you told me you thought i was beautiful i developed feelings for you.
years dont matter, and niether do miles.

please dont forget about me.
im the odd one out,
but dont leave me alone every weekend.
imm still you friend too.





my futures looking lonley...
i thought i was over you.
but all i do is think about you; right before i fall asleep , the moment i wake up.
i put on a smile but inside seeing you with other girls kills me,
right in front of me i saw you and another girl together,
i fought through the night while all my friends had boys to flirt and spend their first night of summer with,
i sat by myself with my friend and her boyfriend,
i texted my friend telling her i couldnt handle it anymore,
my dad could even tell something was wrong,
i cried the second i got home.

im not as strong as i may see. </3
i need a guy to tell me im beautiful.
i need a guy to tell me he wants me.
i need a guy to show me he cares.
i need a guy to show me he loves me.
i need a guy that gives me butterflies every time i see him.
i need a guy to hold me when i cry.



ive waited to long, its my turn.
im always the last choice.
im always the ugliest girl.
im always the girl who no one wants.
</3
i havent seen or talked to him in two years.
i decided to comment on his status telling him i missed him.
he wrote back....


thanks, love you


why did i get so sad and start crying....cause i know inside he means well<3
with my luck,

this will turn out like all the rest .